House warming 13 December 2011

Last weekend, attended one of my friends house warming in Jalan Ipoh. Quite happy with it, long time didn’t have such a feeling, the feeling of home. She got very nice and friendly, passion family. After that, went to C.How new house there, and the next day morning having breakfast in Cheah parents coffee shop there in Chow Kit. Again thanks for your parents for the nice food.

Went Sunway Pyramid for shopping too, last time I visit there is about 3 years ago, and this is my 3^rd time there. Looking to buy a presents for Xmas gift exchange party, but finally end up nothing in hands, will get it tomorrow or next. Xmas decoration in Sunway Pyramid. So so only hor... :P

Phew... again I loitering alone there... huhu

Receive Ng and one of my hometown’s friend wedding invitation cards. I’m happy for them… see you all soon ya, all the best and stay happy and lovely forever.

My car 10 December 2011

First i saw my car

After waiting for 7 weeks, get my car in last 2 days, and the first time that I can start to feel is this little kid going to take out almost all of my saving very soon. This is expected anyway, but still making me to scare since there are a lot of unexpected expenses are coming next, because my little car got friends… :) waiting for tinting

Still pending calculate the petrol expenses, and come back from car tinted, it cost me RM750 for security tint. Previously I decided to take the package cost RM500, but the salesman come and offer me that package, and the different is this is 6mil, the other are 4mil, and of course there are still some different in term of visible light transmittance, infrared rejected… Had a short talk with a guy, also a customer in that shop, he did the same package as me with RM 1k, and after the guy leave, the salesman come and offer me the same package with the guy talked to me with RM750. After I join my current company for my current job, I realize almost everything we can negotiate for the price, lesson learned.

spec for package, RM550

my spec

Anyway, got my first car in my life still a very great thing to share, I’m happy with that.

Finally decided not to go back 27 November 2011

Finally decided not to go back hometown this week, and what had I did in this few days… join a group of new friends playing badminton at Friday night, and this is my first time to have the feeling of the sense of the ‘same’. Is quite special, but I still not really can adapt well in that, but sure will getting better. Xmas decoration in 1 Utama, decoration work not yet complete

In Tropicana City Mall

Another loitering in 1 Utama today, the feeling of being lonely still reminded, as no different compare to pass. Then I wonder why I still thinking of. Don’t hold the string to firm, let it fly and if that is yours, it will come back… we’re all human.

Thing to let go 24 November 2011

First time I hesitate to make decision to go back, I’m not prepared to face it now, I know I cannot avoid that, but now is not the right time. Forgive my timid…

A deep talk after a month, start to realize that most of the time I just look thing from my own angle, but you just same like me, nothing different. We growth from different background, have different kind of life for more than 20 years… but at least I finally can make my own conclusion, satisfy with it, and maybe this is the time to let it go.

I try to put you down, it start and goes not too perfect, but I wish it have a nice ending. Thank for this one month, time for me to have a great start, and more mature, hopefully that is not too late.

Goodbye my love ED

Last, just realize that no one actually reading my blog, that’s good but if still any of you seeing this, can drop me a sms: BLOG to my handphone, and come to claim your present. :)

Old song 22 November 2011

Found a file with more than 10gB of old song inside it. Is not really too old, just about 5 years back, the time I start to have my own personal computer, start to have all my song in the pc. Not really understand the lyric that time, that are all my favorite song that I almost play it every night when I in my hostel in University. Life all the time is pretty simple, I’m so innocent, pure and virgin… my mind is simple as well, won’t mess up like now…

You break my silent, I just a boy that time, I not know the rule of the game, I step in and I seeking for protection, I am so brave at that time… I hate you, you can play with other, but please don’t play with a boy which don’t know how to play the trick, that is his whole life, you cannot effort that.

The boy dead finally, he become a man.

A old song recall all my memories. I hate you, and I hate myself too, I want to go back to where I come from.

I thought I already recover, but in real I’m not, who am I. I cry again.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=WjchKArQ-yw

now I understand the lyric

Weekend 20 November 2011

Sometime weekend can be too terrible to me if I not have friends to hang out around. Luckily this weekend was not too bad, as yesterday join my ex colleagues to play badminton in Sri Petaling and after that heading to Subang for fried laksa.

If weekend I don’t have activities for 2 days then I rather I go to work, else I will feel that I loss of direction, my center of gravity, doing thing with no purpose. I want make thing simple, I want to know more friends, I want to have more healthy activities and friends to hang out, I don’t want spend more than 50% of my time in front of my computer, I want friends to share my happiness, I like to smile, but sometime I forgot to smile, I miss my family, but I make them worry.

With so many ‘I want’, this make me feel greedy? And this contradict with the first ‘I want’, want thing to be simple? For me is not, that is all the basic need of live. Of course, I willing to pay and give for what I want, nothing is free. Life kinda meaningless without someone to control me on this and that, too much freedom and leisure will make me sink. Good night.

Bumbu Bali 13 November 2011

Last Friday me and my WD gang of friends went to Bumbu Bali, an Indonesian restaurant in Puchong to celebrate one of my friend’s birthday. We departed from my office at 6.30pm and took about 1 hour plus to reach there, because the traffic along LDP is too jam. From left: Me, Yip, Nick, Chai, Alex, Ng, Lam, Cheah, Cheah How

The food there actually is nice, quite big the portion and of course with the kind of environment and service, it cost you quite beautiful too. About 12 of us in total, with the nice date, 11.11.11, we spent our time nicely there, with joy and fun.

Some time will think of WD is our nightmare, but if without that, we won’t have this gang of good friends, I like this group of friends. Happy birthday for the birthday girl.

Thing in my mind 6 November 2011

What is in my mind recently, I have the feeling of stability, my mind is more calm if compare to before, but my life still about the same like previously. That is something different, but I feel that I’m adapting even better and braver that I expected.

Time is my best friend, I hope that everyone is fine and didn’t get hurt with the decision I made. Let the thing flow, I flipped my new chapter and I have to responsibility to write it a good story, with the happy ending.

With one of my favorite song that together with me in previous few weeks, always helps to calm me down. ANGEL

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=7CbAjj80NIM

Kitchi Miao is a Monster 27 October 2011

Everyone treat kitchi miao like a monster, finally I completely rupture in the moment, please give me a way to walk through, a momentum to breath.

Decision-made 26 October 2011

I seldom make decision, up from the small decision from decide what we going to have lunch to any big decision that will cause a great move or change of my life. Few big decisions I made before, and today seem I have it another one. It is not difficult to know that I had struggled quite a moment inside myself before the day, and looks back to some small previous incident like what happen to my motorbike last week, I found that myself actually loss of control, cry not only direct to the case happened, but a lot of link crossed together, from my personal problem, family issue and more… cause me to crumble. I’m looking for sense of security, the feeling of home… that I hope that I can have it from…

I’m sorry that I’m too selfish and immature, and my last minutes of hesitation. Way to learn and I promise I will take care of myself in the world that I have worry with. Feeling loss, loss of centre of gravity… I cannot concentrate for the moment.

I will learn to become a better one, but before I adjust and find back myself, it is not fair to anyone. Take a break for myself and you, I guess I will very soon come out from there, … Hug and help me to take a good care of yourself, thank you.

Motorbike 23 October 2011

Last few days, raining heavily and makes the soil at the place I park my motorbike becomes loose and my motorbike fell down for two times. Front parts cracked, and this makes me think back a lot of thing about this motorbike. This motorbike was bought by my lovely father to me when I in form 4, that is about 9 years ago. Before I got my motorbike, I take school bus to the school, and I still remember I don’t like to take the school bus because of few reasons.

Even this is only a motorbike, but this take few months saving from my parents, and my father is just a little contractor, with less than 2k income per month, to support five in the family, just wonder how can my parents do that, even now my first salary after graduate is greater than it, but I cannot even give more money to my parents every month, salute to my parents and I knew that is not easy for the way. I love my family, I love it because of it be.

My financial 18 October 2011

With the title: My Financial, recently I had involved myself actively in stock game, earning first and losing at last, a lot lesson learnt, and I enjoy the game. Need to bear in mind that there are certain rules that need always be my mind, that is always invest with your extra money, never ever use the money that need to support our daily life to invest, em… no, that is consider gambling.

Going to have my car soon, a little car that will cause me spend out all my saving. That is not an easy decision made; I’m ready with the coming financial plan… finger crossed. Angry Bird

Doremon cake, 38 bucks

My reminder 2 October 2011

Again the same thing happening and the problem of myself on keep asking I know it is very terrible. I know that is not fair to you, if I didn’t ask and make the thing clear, my mind cannot let it goes, and so I decided to ask. This is eating the relationship once it comes out, I knew this need a couple of time to build back the eaten one. Again with your very patient, I feel of my bad and really feel that is not fair to you. Sorry and thanks for your toleration. Keep the thing short and if you read this… This is my reminder to always remind myself to be a better one, and yet remain cute and pure always. Huggy.

Recently I am pretty active in stock market, the few things to remind myself is always need to be careful. Still got a lot of thing to learn, always rational is needed. Good luck for myself.

My Bro Convo 30 September 2011

Last week I went back hometown for my brother’s convocation. So fast it already one year after mine. Is a very happy days with my family, I really like the feeling of warmest from my family member, the most enjoyable part is the raining time at about end of the convo section. Snapped some photo too, our happy family photo. If not mistaken, I remember there is only one family photo taken when I was about in primary school, then follow by sister’s convo, then mine and last my bro. My mum and my dad wish that 3 of us can study at least to university, even nowadays graduate from university is nothing so proud of it if compare to 20 years ago, but at least we did and realize it. :) Happy Family ^^

With my junior

Can u find me?

Having some conflict with the special one, and this time is the intense one among these few years. For me that is only a small issue, but the source of ignition is came from the accumulation of many small issues that we skipped and ignored previously. I realize that that is like a mirror, what you mention on is exactly what I want to mention on the same at you. I ready to apologies on thing that I did wrong, and I admit it. Again I realize that SMS or MSN conversation is emotionless, the same statement can pronounce differently with different accent, and carrying different meaning. Is a lesson to learn, and to go further. As long as the most important thing is there with us, I believe it can be solved even with the chaos raised.

My space 17 September

Quite some time I leave of my blog, have no idea with the title and I gave it a name, My Space. Had a long holiday at home during the Raya week, nothing special, but I really enjoy the peaceful with my family. Every I go back home, I can feel the different every time. Some special moment I like for my latest back to home are we go the opera for ghost festival. That is really special, that is about 5 years or more we didn’t go with whole family. Still remember when I was young, we always walk there from home, or go with bike, my father need to fetch us for few time one by one.

The night in the bus station to prepare go back to KL, the bus station was very crowed like I ever saw before. Our car cannot get inside, and so my parents leave me at road side and I walked in there. That is a temporary bus station, is dark in the midnight without any lamp post, cars and buses in and out. I knew that my parents won’t leave me like that, I knew they sure will park their car far away and walk back to the station. When I was in the bus and waiting for the bus to move, my father call me with this happy voice, asked me what is the plat number for the bus. I’m worry 2 of you, I scare you all fall down or any. Finally they able to find my bus and gave me a goodbye gesture outside the bus. This is not the first time, and not the last too, my tear almost falling, I feel like I don’t want to go back. Sorry and I love you all.

Most slanting part in the journey

At the top of the hill

Today, my ex WD colleagues and their team of friends went to Broga Hill, 45mins drives from PJ to there. A very happy and joyful trip with them, they are funny, making joke all the while. We took about 40mins to the top of the hill, just a distance before the top of the hill is very slanted, is between 60 to 70 degree incline from normal. All manage to do it, and reach the top at around 6.20am, saw the sunrise. I woke up at 3am, we departed at 4am, phew. After the hiking, we went to a temple nearby, and spent some time there, finally back to Jusco in Cheras for lunch and back. I enjoy that, do invite me next time if any activities, there are total 11 of us. Next trip is planned to Seremban in October.

Handsome and cool :P

Just receive my picture from my friend for Sabah trip, and together with the photo for last week in Tasik Perdana, another nice and peaceful trip, quite nice in the morning. Thank for bringing me around even it is short.

Pulau Manukan

Pond in Tasik Perdana

KK, Sabah 22 August 2011

The cloud is nice with the weather

After waiting for few months, finally is the time to enjoy our trip to Sabah. A simple trip without proper plans sometimes will surprise you with some unexpected thing. Just like what happening in this trip, didn’t expect too much, but overall is a happy, simple and free travelling experience.

I love the beautiful beach but it maybe is not as pretty as other famous island in Malaysia, but I like the ‘no name’ of that, just simple, quick and easy. Quick and easy? Yes, quick and easy to ‘access’, with a quick pay for the boat fare, no need long queuing, around 10 minutes travelling distance…

I like KK, is a simple city, with slightly slow life tempo if compare to KL, few attractive locations for travelling is quite concentrated in one area, and you can have it without renting a car, I don’t like the feeling of still need to drive, stuck in the traffic jam, find for the car parking… some massive stuffs for me.

The trip is just nice with the right person to hang around. It will telling you the best the life style there by exploring their pasar or market, it just surprise me because a lot of animal are sold there. Thank for the trip even without any proper plans but I like it as what I said, the free and easy style, and our pearl milky tea, miao. my favorite shot I like the layering of the sea