Just did my appraisal we my boss in yesterday, not know why, when I talking to him, I can’t even speak with proper English. Feel very shameful for that, is it due to I seldom speak English in daily, or I very nervous when I talking to him. I think these are feel main reasons, when the time I worked in WD, I can speak quite well. Now even I feel that I have problem to express my own feeling when I typing this blog, as you can feel that the English I used in my previous blog is too horrible.
Have been highlighted some field that I need to improve during the discussion with my boss, quite embarrasses with that and I knew what is my weaknesses during the last 9 months in Phitomas. For sure, my boss highlight to me I’m weak when I carrying my presentation, I have problem to convey the meaning to the audience. No doubt, that is exactly the problem I had inherently, weak communication skill, oral skill, less of self-confident… I need to overcome these, else this will be my obstacle to proceed to my next level of my career path.
Also, he know that I’m currently in saturated condition in my current position, I won’t get my job satisfaction, I can do more than that. Self discipline, independence and my tachful writing skill are my strength. These ‘strength’ are not come from me lo, is from my boss. I didn’t hao lian. Erm, maybe humble is my strength too. :P phew.
My boss told me in this coming 1 year, he want me to have a mindset of treat this job position not only as an application engineer, consultant, pre-sales…. But in the other way, treat it as I’m running a business. Lack of experience is the main problem for me, and my boss told me I’m young, no experience is for sure, and this is same as him last time when starting his business, but I’m in more protected environment, he will guide me. Young meaning to say I have nothing to lose. I told him I will try my best to do it, and thank for your recognition on my ability and talent to do it. Hopefully I won’t disappoint you.
Looks great with the paragraph above, but I understand this is not the thing to on immediately or even in few months later. That is what in his mind, just to share to me his thinking. Shall see and I should more proactive, nothing is impossible… twinkle.
