A quick update 27 November 2010

Long time I had leave this space already, just receive a bad new from my friend, my friend’s mum is passed away last week, RIP. I lot of thing happening around us and this teaches me need to cherish everything that we have and enjoy the life. 

Again new update for working, I think I had passed the transition period in this job already, and most of the simple thing I can understand and solve it by my own without need a lot of assistance by other prty. One thing that I still cannot handle is the meeting, I facing difficulties to chair the meeting, as I’m new in this new department too, what I can do now is only can do whatever that is controllable in my part, I hard to control the meeting as we know the meeting in WD is not a simple one. If the staff engineer in my team can perform as what he can, and if my manager can be more smart in handle the issue, haiz.

Someone is very busy for the moment, get sick quite often, because not have enough rest. This is not the first time, and if this is the first time, I still remember that this atmosphere can be quite suffering because you don’t even want to tell and share me the troubles. I know that I cannot help at your side, but I’m not your nobody, I hope you can tell and share, just like every time when I get lost and struggle, I single word from you will makes thing different in view. Is ok la, gambate ok?

Hometown again for 4 days 7 November 2010

Went back hometown for 4 days, additional one-day leave and Deepavali holiday. Go back SP can be very nice, but this time only leave me alone in the home with my parents since my sister and my bro going to travel, exam for my bro. the journey to go back SP from here can be tired. Leave office about 6pm, and rush for the bus, delay plus everything that is unpleasant, end up with reach home in early 6am in the morning. 

First time I get cheat by people in the bus station, and this lesson teach me we should only use our compassion for the right situation and case only. Don’t judge the person by their pity face, even now a lot youngster are liar. Other case is the time when I first step in KL, I simply give my hp number to stranger and this created some chaos. This city is different from SP, even for now if I encounter the same case that I people come and beg for borrow some money, claim that they loss their wallet because of the pick pocket, I think I still will do the same thing, but of course in the smart way, help, but don’t give money.

Attend an interview last week, the factory located in SP. This company already gives me a not bad offer but I still not yet receive the offer letter, not know the details of the other benefits. Here is another junction for me to decide to leave or to stay. Always have the pros and cons for the decision. If I accepted and stay in SP, I scare I will loss of my spirit to fight and learn new thing. This is extremely important for me since I am fresh graduated. Anyway, this is a big decision, only will make my final decision in within this week. Bless for myself.