Home 14-30 March 2010

Went back to home this weekend because long time I did not go back home already. The journey is long and tough, haha, why tough? Because I am sick with the public transport in SP, the bus station that had ‘registered’ under UNESCO, raining even make the condition more worse that cannot be imagine. That is hardly for us to survive in SP if without your own transport, at least I have a motorbike :) luckyYC's birthday
 Recently I had busy with my FYP and project with Motorola, and both of that need to due in end of this month. Next month onward will be start my exam week and it expected to be a honey month because I only have one subject in the final exam, hopefully… and that is the end of my study life for this moment, or consider as a break for me before I continue to move further. 

Next month I must more aggressive in job finding and hope can hear the news of the company to call me for interview. So far still haven’t receive any reply from them, almost 20 companies that I applied, not even get one that call me for interview, sigh, that is not easy, it is tough but must. Next month in the mid of the month have one career fair that will be held in Mid Valley for 3 days, I hope that I can have chance to attend and the problem now seems is I need to solve my accommodation issue for these 3 days. Tomorrow should be another boring day in Motorola… huhuh… bye2

Feel like quite lazy to continue, recently had busy with FYP, project from Motorola, and fortunately all is over and I back to ‘free’ mood again.

Yesterday 28 march, I had attended a talk in SP Inn with 2 friends from Uni. That is a very good talk and it had trigger me to ‘venture’ myself to everywhere that I can. I am not as free as other, but I wonder what is the thing that let me feel that there is a restriction for me. Family? Friend? Or maybe is my own problem, timid. This thing keeps on running in my mind after that and especially for me that in the junction now.

 When reach home, I have a conversation with these 2 friends, regarding what is your opinion after listening to this talk… we cannot get a pretty answer that to satisfy all parties, but at least we had learn to ‘open’ our mind, and always there is an opportunity. But seems it finally realize us that: if you want to success in life, mean that a wonderful life that worth for you and other people to mirror it, you should keep on moving, let down very thing and start from zero.

“U stand on the mountain, and if u feel that the mountain in the opposite of u look nicer, the only way for u is to move down from the current mountain, and move towards it.”

 “when facing trouble, people will ask that: is that I have made a wrong decision? And then move to other alternative in the midway. Y? bcs we got too much choices, and this is the barrier to block u to success”. 

“Never regret after u make a decision, keep move it.”

“I use what I have, to exchange what I need.”

“wish to increase satisfaction? Get direct feedback, take a challenge that is not too hard, but not too difficult… clear mind set, goal and objectives.”

“I step out from the origin, bcs I will to get back to origin… someday”

“u should leave down everything in the sunset of life, except -memories. So, always be a better man.” 

Translated my ah ken, from Chinese to English. Pardon me, sure a lot of problems in the sentence, and ‘ugly-fied’ the original sentence from 刘轩. Gogogo.

Home 14 March 2010

Went back to home this weekend because long time I did not go back home already. The journey is long and tough, haha, why tough? Because I am sick with the public transport in SP, the bus station that had ‘registered’ under UNESCO, raining even make the condition more worse that cannot be imagine. That is hardly for us to survive in SP if without your own transport, at least I have a motorbike :) lucky

 Recently I had busy with my FYP and project with Motorola, and both of that need to due in end of this month. Next month onward will be start my exam week and it expected to be a honey month because I only have one subject in the final exam, hopefully… and that is the end of my study life for this moment, or consider as a break for me before I continue to move further. +

Next month I must more aggressive in job finding and hope can hear the news of the company to call me for interview. So far still haven’t receive any reply from them, almost 20 companies that I applied, not even get one that call me for interview, sigh, that is not easy, it is tough but must. Next month in the mid of the month have one career fair that will be held in Mid Valley for 3 days, I hope that I can have chance to attend and the problem now seems is I need to solve my accommodation issue for these 3 days. Tomorrow should be another boring day in Motorola… huhuh… bye2
 

Trigger 10 March 2010

You trigger my eager, again, 

A simple greeting will make me jump like a kitten that delighted with his cotton ball;

How are you?

Recover from sick already?

How was your study?

I had brought something for you, it very cute, I guess you will like it;

Just a few simple greetings will trigger the thing from the deepest of my heart… yes, I am, yes thank you, and yes, welcome back… good night, huggy

I am not a bad boy 8 March 2010

I have 1 week “vacation”, this is the week that I can stay quietly alone, this maybe is a good chance for me to calm down and think properly about what should I do for the next. Maybe sometimes I make the thing becomes too sticky, but I didn’t realize it. I didn’t intend to do that, but seems it doesn’t is a good way, because I will feel tired and you will too. I will redefine the level of understanding and consideration that had been set in my mind previously. When it is quiet, it is the time for our mind to have “vacation”, and adjustment can be made, pardon me and allow yourself to read my mind. super cute ^^ 

Actually, I feel very lonely. I thought that I will very miss you in this week, but seems the feel of lonely take over the feel of “miss”. I feel very lonely, nobody can understand me, except you. I need more your caring. When I making decision, I want to share; when I am happy, I want to share; thousand tons of words that I want to vomit out from my stomach, and only you can digest it, because you are the only one have the gastric acid to digest it. Remember, I am not the problem creator, I just need your attention, I am “happy” maker. 

I change my mind very fast, now start to shift from lonely to miss. I am not a bad boy, I just need your attention. Maybe someday after I reset my setting from active becomes passive, then you will miss my bising, keep on disturbing and kacau… Take care. Huggy buggy, good night as usual to everyone. Sweet dream, haha, sayang you la...