Travelling, financial, relationship, family 15 November 2012

Was in Bali last month, 24-28 October. Again, I feel lazy to update this blog, but still manage to ‘force’ myself to update it by tonight… haha. That is quite an enjoyable trip. The whole trip cost me about RM 1500, about RM360 for air ticket and RM 500 for accommodation. I had bought my very first canvas paint in my life, and this had triggered me to learn this art after I back to Malaysia. Planning to get those painting material tomorrow, my budget is not much, as I need to cut down my expenses currently. 

About financial, this month I need to cut out a big portion of my salary to pay for my car insurance (RM 1300), driving license renewal (RM 60 estimated) and some more got 2 friends going to marry in this month. After the travel and these expenses as listed, then only will free me up some space to breath slightly loosen, but no, I need to control and cut off the unnecessary expenses.

Turtle Island

Relationship, that is about 1 year from the previous one. I hope that he is doing great there after I’m not around with him, and indeed I think he is doing great too, wish you all the best in everything. That is the past one; on the other hand, the current is actually not bad too. We getting close with each other start to ‘reveal’ the real of ourselves. That is great, that is a kind of how we live our life peacefully, I appreciate it. Thanks.

This is the place that 'must' visit

Family, a little bit had forgotten which is not suppose to be. I plan to go back home at end of this month. That is too little thing I did to contribute to this little family, that is my bad. Sorry and I will do it better.

Our Villa, Anakula Villa in Seminyak

Right or Wrong? 12 September 2012

Study hard, graduate, working, get your house and car, marry, get your baby, retire and totally retire… this is the very common path that most of the people think that this is the path that suppose we all need to go through. However, for me, this is not necessary for the life to go like this; it can be just anything to what you like to be, and where I want it to go. Some people can stand strong at the point, and tell me I’m wrong, tell me I’m not in the situation yet, I not know how important is the these mean to you and your family. Maybe I will start to understand it, but definitely this is not now, and they will say why you don’t prepare it for the raining day.

new bear from my badminton friends, birthday present

Work hard, sacrifice your time to support your family and parents, this will never goes wrong, and I totally agree with it, but I wonder, how many actually ask your what your family want, the think you think that it suppose is their need, and you assume they need it. You maybe will tell me if you ask them, they sure say no need. If you really think like this, then how they going to express the ‘real’ no need?

with this too, together from them.. Thanks. Picture out of topic... :P

I may be wrong, and I’m not standing very strong in my point, just if the sacrifices is worth and in the path is right, I will always support you. Life can be simple for self if you are alone, but most of the time we are not, included me. I love my parents.

My Birthday 8 August 2012

Had been delayed to update my birthday wish this year, sorry for my ignoring. Start to update what had happen to me recently. Start to have a new life recently, not much comment on that, hopefully this is the right one for me. I had gone through some certain unsure before I make my decision, and finally decide to give a chance to each other. The feeling is totally different compare to previous one, and anyway, I will adapt to it. Welcome to my life. 

This birthday, celebrated with my colleagues, and one of my friend, Ah Fan. Thanks for you all and not least the greeting from other friends and friendssss.

In a Thai restaurant in Jaya 1

Last year is not a very good year for me, but yet feel satisfy because all I care stay healthy and happily. Made some wrong decision on investment last year, and this become one very important lesson for me, still able to manage it, because I’m young, haha. Anyway, the aging really biting me, the wrinkles on my face will tell you the story, and this is the best decoration. Phew.. my wish remain the same, stay healthy and happily always, for all I care, and I love or loved.

welcome Snowy

Annual Gathering 2, Melaka 17 July 2012

Total 14 of us attend this gathering last week in Melaka, is another nice and simple trip, but is kinda too rush. Manage to get there in around 12pm, went for chicken balls rice for lunch, nyoya asam laksa for dinner, midnight movie. 

All of us remind the same, not much different and update for their life. Thanks again for PC to organize the trip, and friends who pay really a good afford to come over from different places. Hope everyone doing great there and continue to stay healthy. Hope to see you all soon again next year. Photo time..

Just get my new handphone last few week, Samsung Galaxy S2 for around 1300 bucks. Getting bankrupt very soon, need to have tightened financial control from now, save more money for my Bali trip in October.

Something new happen in my life recently, sometimes feel that I’m too lazy to go through this new thing, or maybe I already get use to the previous one, and yet, I dream of him again last night. How only will you get rid of my life? Or how would make me to forget you? Spend a couples of second to think of it, there are not way to forget you… hope everything over your side is going smooth, bless.

New life 24 June 2012

I Went Singapore with family last month, follows by Phuket, Krabi business trip with colleagues for Autodesk event. This is the first time for me in these two places, and for me this 2 trips actually didn’t much excite me, treat this as an experience to see the outside world and how the rest of the world is doing. My hand phone was spoiled during the trip in Krabi because of the milk is leaking out from the bottle, and my laptop having virus infection too at the same time. If this happen on me last time, I think I will get mad, but this time surprisingly I’m quite calm with the condition with pretty well done, good boy. My friend temporary borrowed me his extra phone, I will get my new phone in this coming week or weeks. 

Join marathon run with friends today, able to complete the 10km route in within 1 hour 25 mins. Is a bit slow because I’m wearing the wrong shoes for running. This is the forth times i join marathon, the first one is the Penang Bridge run, Hong Leong run in Laguna Merbok and last is the Pre-U school running. 

Recently had been tightened with work and loss of direction, hopefully all will going fine. Quite satisfy with the life recently, feel very dependable, with a gang of good same type of friends… The badminton section in every Friday is really excite me, give me momentum through all the boring and lame working weekday. Hope everything continue to go fine and smooth, again, let life flow. 

Let cry 8 May 2012

Still remember when I was young, if grandma win a price in lottery, she will treat all of us, grandson, together with other relatives KFC. Of course now we can eat KFC whenever we want, but if we look back about 20 years ago, KFC consider a luxurious thing for us. Also, grandma bought us toy, I remember when I was young, I like ladybird a lot, I picked ladybird toy, my bro get a toy car, and my sister get a toy with music. Only my sister one is still around with us. Even my grandma had passed away last week. I didn’t had even one drop of tear during my grandma funeral, but when I start to think about this and writing this blog… since when I didn’t cry, I almost forgot this feeling. Grandma got her own chagrin… rest in peace. 

I’m always the late one, friends said me I’m blur, even slow response. Even now only I think of my grandma… who know me best? I not even know myself. Love and hug.

6 Months 22 April 2012

What can we do in 6 months? Just simply do a recap on what had been change in last 6 months. There is a huge changes in my life, start from being indulged, to very calm and think back a lot of thing, I learnt how to let thing goes, start to not too stubborn as last time. The decision made last 6 months is right, I never regret that.
                       

These few days got contact back the person, but the response from him is not so good. I admit I still cannot forget it, is hard for me to start a new journey because I’m so get used to the way we communicate, the way I hide behind you, the way I pamper with you… Your response make me to stop my step to go further forwards, I know you know what I’m thinking.

Almost every weekend I go out with my special gang of friends, almost becomes a routine to go out with them. These groups of friends are different with my other friends I have previously. We having same thing, but we are all come with different background. Great to have this chance to know all of them, value the different and experience the same we have. This indicates another new journey of my life, another milestone, new chapter to go, and old thing to let it go.

Good luck Ken.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=OAZG2duVte4

Tanjung Sepak trip 25 March 2012

Long didn’t update my blog, had been missed up this little space for months. I realize that I update my blog very often when the time I getting emo, and if this evident is correct, that mean this good news for me for my recently few week. Ya, my life in these few weeks are pretty stable and peace. I start to think of how to make my life simple and joyful, this is a good start, I get myself calm with peaceful mind. I believe I’m more mature and rational in thinking in my current stage. What is this? CrabSSSS

Catching Crab, bully ^^

Dragon Fruit farm

Went to Tanjung Sepak yesterday my friends, making a lot of fun there. Is a simple trip overall, let me upload some picture here ya. Saw a lot of little crabs there, ate so nice seafood, pao, visited coffee maker and keropok workshop, and dragon fruit farm. Thanks to this geng of friends and organizer to light up my weekend.

Some nice shot, if not nice then ignore it :P

Joined my first badminton training class today in Subang, overall not bad, will go through it for some basic skill, is time for me to pick up some hobby now. Aiks, this is one of my KPI this year, achieving, slow but steady. Shall see, phew..

Gold Coast, Tanjung Sepak

My appraisal 12 February 2012

Just did my appraisal we my boss in yesterday, not know why, when I talking to him, I can’t even speak with proper English. Feel very shameful for that, is it due to I seldom speak English in daily, or I very nervous when I talking to him. I think these are feel main reasons, when the time I worked in WD, I can speak quite well. Now even I feel that I have problem to express my own feeling when I typing this blog, as you can feel that the English I used in my previous blog is too horrible.

Have been highlighted some field that I need to improve during the discussion with my boss, quite embarrasses with that and I knew what is my weaknesses during the last 9 months in Phitomas. For sure, my boss highlight to me I’m weak when I carrying my presentation, I have problem to convey the meaning to the audience. No doubt, that is exactly the problem I had inherently, weak communication skill, oral skill, less of self-confident… I need to overcome these, else this will be my obstacle to proceed to my next level of my career path.

Also, he know that I’m currently in saturated condition in my current position, I won’t get my job satisfaction, I can do more than that. Self discipline, independence and my tachful writing skill are my strength. These ‘strength’ are not come from me lo, is from my boss. I didn’t hao lian. Erm, maybe humble is my strength too. :P phew.

My boss told me in this coming 1 year, he want me to have a mindset of treat this job position not only as an application engineer, consultant, pre-sales…. But in the other way, treat it as I’m running a business. Lack of experience is the main problem for me, and my boss told me I’m young, no experience is for sure, and this is same as him last time when starting his business, but I’m in more protected environment, he will guide me. Young meaning to say I have nothing to lose. I told him I will try my best to do it, and thank for your recognition on my ability and talent to do it. Hopefully I won’t disappoint you.

Looks great with the paragraph above, but I understand this is not the thing to on immediately or even in few months later. That is what in his mind, just to share to me his thinking. Shall see and I should more proactive, nothing is impossible… twinkle.

Dragon Year 5 February 2012

Dragon year, same as usual, spent most of the time with my family, and have our annual gathering with my friends in hometown. Simple gathering, a short meeting together, but overall a bit quiet as expected, even few member didn’t attend it. Anyway, thank for our organizer for the great plan, and friendship forever. Let me upload some picture sin… :P

In G-hut

First day of CNY, me and my family went to Batu Feringgi with my aunty, then the second day visited grandmother and spent our whole day there. The third day, went my aunty there in B.Selambau, a little house with a lot people.

Simply record down the schedule, not much special as usual, this CNY is a bit quiet. Something happened and seen during this period had leaded me to think of something that I never think it before. I hope everyone around me always happy as usual, and healthy, especially for my grandmother and my parents. Hug.

Ng and Alex's house

Year 2011- highlight 8 January 2012

Chinese New Year decoration in KLCC

Quite some time didn’t update my blog already, not because of busy, but lazy. Went back to hometown during the Xmas week, attended HC wedding, and the following week of new year, went to Teluk Intan for Ng wedding again. Have a lot of fun there, and this is the first time my close friends marry, I’m very happy for the invitation, and wish 2 couples always stay sweet, happy and lovely always.

Start to recall what happen in year 2011…

Overall that is an important breakthrough year, even that is not as smooth as it is, but still I hope that is a good start and again the new page of my chapter.

Of course the first highlight is the incident of walk out, it happen much more early at least few years in my plan. Thing happens suddenly, and it force me to change my plan and make my important decision to leave. Actually I had no doubt on the decision made, I still feel the decision to disclose that is correct, I’m glad that I can be myself in front of my lovely siblings. The path to the way is not easy, I’m sorry that if I make you sad and disappointed. Thanks for your no questions for the moment, and your understanding, I’m just as normal as other. Slant Tower in Teluk Intan

Zhu Cheong Fun in Teluk Intan

Next highlight should be the incident happing concurrently with the first highlight. It makes me completely breakdown, many thing lead to this decision made, happy, sad, sorry or any are all end up with a full stop. But until now there are something still make me confuse, as usual that I not understand what you are thinking. And decision made yesterday, to keep it a distance, that is the way I protect myself, please don’t play it.

Erm, change my new job also consider an important highlight that happen in May last year, a huge change in my career, nice colleagues, and nice ex colleagues as well. New experience of working life, and I had chance to Cebu, Philippine for business trip, my very first time to fly, out from Malaysia.

Next, I now have my little cute purple car, a Myvi, but this little kid almost make me bankrupt. Haha, but I still love it, because it is still a need to have it for my work nowadays. Is a good start anyway, keep life simple, as long as I found worth and happy for it.

Few minor highlight, went to Sabah, KK trip, start to play badminton, and love badminton, my bro graduated, start to expose to stock market and walk out to get a team of friends, which are same like me, they’r friendly and nice.

Finally, actually don’t have any new resolution for this year, still remains as let it flow, be happy and healthy, be a good son and bro for my lovely family, bad thing stay always from us. Good luck and phewwss…

HC's wedding