Year 2011- highlight 8 January 2012

Chinese New Year decoration in KLCC

Quite some time didn’t update my blog already, not because of busy, but lazy. Went back to hometown during the Xmas week, attended HC wedding, and the following week of new year, went to Teluk Intan for Ng wedding again. Have a lot of fun there, and this is the first time my close friends marry, I’m very happy for the invitation, and wish 2 couples always stay sweet, happy and lovely always.

Start to recall what happen in year 2011…

Overall that is an important breakthrough year, even that is not as smooth as it is, but still I hope that is a good start and again the new page of my chapter.

Of course the first highlight is the incident of walk out, it happen much more early at least few years in my plan. Thing happens suddenly, and it force me to change my plan and make my important decision to leave. Actually I had no doubt on the decision made, I still feel the decision to disclose that is correct, I’m glad that I can be myself in front of my lovely siblings. The path to the way is not easy, I’m sorry that if I make you sad and disappointed. Thanks for your no questions for the moment, and your understanding, I’m just as normal as other. Slant Tower in Teluk Intan

Zhu Cheong Fun in Teluk Intan

Next highlight should be the incident happing concurrently with the first highlight. It makes me completely breakdown, many thing lead to this decision made, happy, sad, sorry or any are all end up with a full stop. But until now there are something still make me confuse, as usual that I not understand what you are thinking. And decision made yesterday, to keep it a distance, that is the way I protect myself, please don’t play it.

Erm, change my new job also consider an important highlight that happen in May last year, a huge change in my career, nice colleagues, and nice ex colleagues as well. New experience of working life, and I had chance to Cebu, Philippine for business trip, my very first time to fly, out from Malaysia.

Next, I now have my little cute purple car, a Myvi, but this little kid almost make me bankrupt. Haha, but I still love it, because it is still a need to have it for my work nowadays. Is a good start anyway, keep life simple, as long as I found worth and happy for it.

Few minor highlight, went to Sabah, KK trip, start to play badminton, and love badminton, my bro graduated, start to expose to stock market and walk out to get a team of friends, which are same like me, they’r friendly and nice.

Finally, actually don’t have any new resolution for this year, still remains as let it flow, be happy and healthy, be a good son and bro for my lovely family, bad thing stay always from us. Good luck and phewwss…

HC's wedding

House warming 13 December 2011

Last weekend, attended one of my friends house warming in Jalan Ipoh. Quite happy with it, long time didn’t have such a feeling, the feeling of home. She got very nice and friendly, passion family. After that, went to C.How new house there, and the next day morning having breakfast in Cheah parents coffee shop there in Chow Kit. Again thanks for your parents for the nice food.

Went Sunway Pyramid for shopping too, last time I visit there is about 3 years ago, and this is my 3^rd time there. Looking to buy a presents for Xmas gift exchange party, but finally end up nothing in hands, will get it tomorrow or next. Xmas decoration in Sunway Pyramid. So so only hor... :P

Phew... again I loitering alone there... huhu

Receive Ng and one of my hometown’s friend wedding invitation cards. I’m happy for them… see you all soon ya, all the best and stay happy and lovely forever.

My car 10 December 2011

First i saw my car

After waiting for 7 weeks, get my car in last 2 days, and the first time that I can start to feel is this little kid going to take out almost all of my saving very soon. This is expected anyway, but still making me to scare since there are a lot of unexpected expenses are coming next, because my little car got friends… :) waiting for tinting

Still pending calculate the petrol expenses, and come back from car tinted, it cost me RM750 for security tint. Previously I decided to take the package cost RM500, but the salesman come and offer me that package, and the different is this is 6mil, the other are 4mil, and of course there are still some different in term of visible light transmittance, infrared rejected… Had a short talk with a guy, also a customer in that shop, he did the same package as me with RM 1k, and after the guy leave, the salesman come and offer me the same package with the guy talked to me with RM750. After I join my current company for my current job, I realize almost everything we can negotiate for the price, lesson learned.

spec for package, RM550

my spec

Anyway, got my first car in my life still a very great thing to share, I’m happy with that.

Finally decided not to go back 27 November 2011

Finally decided not to go back hometown this week, and what had I did in this few days… join a group of new friends playing badminton at Friday night, and this is my first time to have the feeling of the sense of the ‘same’. Is quite special, but I still not really can adapt well in that, but sure will getting better. Xmas decoration in 1 Utama, decoration work not yet complete

In Tropicana City Mall

Another loitering in 1 Utama today, the feeling of being lonely still reminded, as no different compare to pass. Then I wonder why I still thinking of. Don’t hold the string to firm, let it fly and if that is yours, it will come back… we’re all human.

Thing to let go 24 November 2011

First time I hesitate to make decision to go back, I’m not prepared to face it now, I know I cannot avoid that, but now is not the right time. Forgive my timid…

A deep talk after a month, start to realize that most of the time I just look thing from my own angle, but you just same like me, nothing different. We growth from different background, have different kind of life for more than 20 years… but at least I finally can make my own conclusion, satisfy with it, and maybe this is the time to let it go.

I try to put you down, it start and goes not too perfect, but I wish it have a nice ending. Thank for this one month, time for me to have a great start, and more mature, hopefully that is not too late.

Goodbye my love ED

Last, just realize that no one actually reading my blog, that’s good but if still any of you seeing this, can drop me a sms: BLOG to my handphone, and come to claim your present. :)

Old song 22 November 2011

Found a file with more than 10gB of old song inside it. Is not really too old, just about 5 years back, the time I start to have my own personal computer, start to have all my song in the pc. Not really understand the lyric that time, that are all my favorite song that I almost play it every night when I in my hostel in University. Life all the time is pretty simple, I’m so innocent, pure and virgin… my mind is simple as well, won’t mess up like now…

You break my silent, I just a boy that time, I not know the rule of the game, I step in and I seeking for protection, I am so brave at that time… I hate you, you can play with other, but please don’t play with a boy which don’t know how to play the trick, that is his whole life, you cannot effort that.

The boy dead finally, he become a man.

A old song recall all my memories. I hate you, and I hate myself too, I want to go back to where I come from.

I thought I already recover, but in real I’m not, who am I. I cry again.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=WjchKArQ-yw

now I understand the lyric

Weekend 20 November 2011

Sometime weekend can be too terrible to me if I not have friends to hang out around. Luckily this weekend was not too bad, as yesterday join my ex colleagues to play badminton in Sri Petaling and after that heading to Subang for fried laksa.

If weekend I don’t have activities for 2 days then I rather I go to work, else I will feel that I loss of direction, my center of gravity, doing thing with no purpose. I want make thing simple, I want to know more friends, I want to have more healthy activities and friends to hang out, I don’t want spend more than 50% of my time in front of my computer, I want friends to share my happiness, I like to smile, but sometime I forgot to smile, I miss my family, but I make them worry.

With so many ‘I want’, this make me feel greedy? And this contradict with the first ‘I want’, want thing to be simple? For me is not, that is all the basic need of live. Of course, I willing to pay and give for what I want, nothing is free. Life kinda meaningless without someone to control me on this and that, too much freedom and leisure will make me sink. Good night.