1 week before, still remember that I am waiting for 1 important phone call. I started to wait after my dinner in room, but decided to wait it outside, because there is a high contrast between the mood of my roommates and mine and his friends in my room. Furthermore, I am too tension already, need to walk out from this ‘’room’’. Take a walk around my hostel, and seem like it didn’t help me a lot, and I know that I need to go further, take my bike and go to the old place again. Once I reach there, I start to sit on the floor, and do what I want to release my mind after being stress up with all the things in that week. After I calm down, I start to think about why there is such empty concrete space at here with surrounding with a big field and lake. Then I slow down my footsteps, and there is some big words printed on the concrete area. Go through 1 by 1, ‘REDEC USM’…… and this makes me realizes that we can only see and notice the things around us clearly with a peacefully mind and slow pace of life style. The words on the floor is big, human is small and tiny, so we can’t see the words, only with peaceful mind, you can see it. My phone starts to ring at around 11pm…
1 week after that, I know what should I do and what mistakes had I done before, I readjust back my thinking style and start enjoy my life with smile, let smile conquer my life. There are some important things that I should do in order to let smile conquer my life, I list them out and let them become my reminder.
1. 1. Don’t let emotion take control
2. 2. Heal old wound
3. 3. Believe
4. 4. Cherish
See it, take it, face it, solve it and leave it. 5 steps, it is simple. Have a nice day ^^.
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