My Birthday 8 August 2012

Had been delayed to update my birthday wish this year, sorry for my ignoring. Start to update what had happen to me recently. Start to have a new life recently, not much comment on that, hopefully this is the right one for me. I had gone through some certain unsure before I make my decision, and finally decide to give a chance to each other. The feeling is totally different compare to previous one, and anyway, I will adapt to it. Welcome to my life. 

This birthday, celebrated with my colleagues, and one of my friend, Ah Fan. Thanks for you all and not least the greeting from other friends and friendssss.

In a Thai restaurant in Jaya 1

Last year is not a very good year for me, but yet feel satisfy because all I care stay healthy and happily. Made some wrong decision on investment last year, and this become one very important lesson for me, still able to manage it, because I’m young, haha. Anyway, the aging really biting me, the wrinkles on my face will tell you the story, and this is the best decoration. Phew.. my wish remain the same, stay healthy and happily always, for all I care, and I love or loved.

welcome Snowy

Annual Gathering 2, Melaka 17 July 2012

Total 14 of us attend this gathering last week in Melaka, is another nice and simple trip, but is kinda too rush. Manage to get there in around 12pm, went for chicken balls rice for lunch, nyoya asam laksa for dinner, midnight movie. 

All of us remind the same, not much different and update for their life. Thanks again for PC to organize the trip, and friends who pay really a good afford to come over from different places. Hope everyone doing great there and continue to stay healthy. Hope to see you all soon again next year. Photo time..

Just get my new handphone last few week, Samsung Galaxy S2 for around 1300 bucks. Getting bankrupt very soon, need to have tightened financial control from now, save more money for my Bali trip in October.

Something new happen in my life recently, sometimes feel that I’m too lazy to go through this new thing, or maybe I already get use to the previous one, and yet, I dream of him again last night. How only will you get rid of my life? Or how would make me to forget you? Spend a couples of second to think of it, there are not way to forget you… hope everything over your side is going smooth, bless.

New life 24 June 2012

I Went Singapore with family last month, follows by Phuket, Krabi business trip with colleagues for Autodesk event. This is the first time for me in these two places, and for me this 2 trips actually didn’t much excite me, treat this as an experience to see the outside world and how the rest of the world is doing. My hand phone was spoiled during the trip in Krabi because of the milk is leaking out from the bottle, and my laptop having virus infection too at the same time. If this happen on me last time, I think I will get mad, but this time surprisingly I’m quite calm with the condition with pretty well done, good boy. My friend temporary borrowed me his extra phone, I will get my new phone in this coming week or weeks. 

Join marathon run with friends today, able to complete the 10km route in within 1 hour 25 mins. Is a bit slow because I’m wearing the wrong shoes for running. This is the forth times i join marathon, the first one is the Penang Bridge run, Hong Leong run in Laguna Merbok and last is the Pre-U school running. 

Recently had been tightened with work and loss of direction, hopefully all will going fine. Quite satisfy with the life recently, feel very dependable, with a gang of good same type of friends… The badminton section in every Friday is really excite me, give me momentum through all the boring and lame working weekday. Hope everything continue to go fine and smooth, again, let life flow. 

Let cry 8 May 2012

Still remember when I was young, if grandma win a price in lottery, she will treat all of us, grandson, together with other relatives KFC. Of course now we can eat KFC whenever we want, but if we look back about 20 years ago, KFC consider a luxurious thing for us. Also, grandma bought us toy, I remember when I was young, I like ladybird a lot, I picked ladybird toy, my bro get a toy car, and my sister get a toy with music. Only my sister one is still around with us. Even my grandma had passed away last week. I didn’t had even one drop of tear during my grandma funeral, but when I start to think about this and writing this blog… since when I didn’t cry, I almost forgot this feeling. Grandma got her own chagrin… rest in peace. 

I’m always the late one, friends said me I’m blur, even slow response. Even now only I think of my grandma… who know me best? I not even know myself. Love and hug.

6 Months 22 April 2012

What can we do in 6 months? Just simply do a recap on what had been change in last 6 months. There is a huge changes in my life, start from being indulged, to very calm and think back a lot of thing, I learnt how to let thing goes, start to not too stubborn as last time. The decision made last 6 months is right, I never regret that.
                       

These few days got contact back the person, but the response from him is not so good. I admit I still cannot forget it, is hard for me to start a new journey because I’m so get used to the way we communicate, the way I hide behind you, the way I pamper with you… Your response make me to stop my step to go further forwards, I know you know what I’m thinking.

Almost every weekend I go out with my special gang of friends, almost becomes a routine to go out with them. These groups of friends are different with my other friends I have previously. We having same thing, but we are all come with different background. Great to have this chance to know all of them, value the different and experience the same we have. This indicates another new journey of my life, another milestone, new chapter to go, and old thing to let it go.

Good luck Ken.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=OAZG2duVte4

Tanjung Sepak trip 25 March 2012

Long didn’t update my blog, had been missed up this little space for months. I realize that I update my blog very often when the time I getting emo, and if this evident is correct, that mean this good news for me for my recently few week. Ya, my life in these few weeks are pretty stable and peace. I start to think of how to make my life simple and joyful, this is a good start, I get myself calm with peaceful mind. I believe I’m more mature and rational in thinking in my current stage. What is this? CrabSSSS

Catching Crab, bully ^^

Dragon Fruit farm

Went to Tanjung Sepak yesterday my friends, making a lot of fun there. Is a simple trip overall, let me upload some picture here ya. Saw a lot of little crabs there, ate so nice seafood, pao, visited coffee maker and keropok workshop, and dragon fruit farm. Thanks to this geng of friends and organizer to light up my weekend.

Some nice shot, if not nice then ignore it :P

Joined my first badminton training class today in Subang, overall not bad, will go through it for some basic skill, is time for me to pick up some hobby now. Aiks, this is one of my KPI this year, achieving, slow but steady. Shall see, phew..

Gold Coast, Tanjung Sepak

My appraisal 12 February 2012

Just did my appraisal we my boss in yesterday, not know why, when I talking to him, I can’t even speak with proper English. Feel very shameful for that, is it due to I seldom speak English in daily, or I very nervous when I talking to him. I think these are feel main reasons, when the time I worked in WD, I can speak quite well. Now even I feel that I have problem to express my own feeling when I typing this blog, as you can feel that the English I used in my previous blog is too horrible.

Have been highlighted some field that I need to improve during the discussion with my boss, quite embarrasses with that and I knew what is my weaknesses during the last 9 months in Phitomas. For sure, my boss highlight to me I’m weak when I carrying my presentation, I have problem to convey the meaning to the audience. No doubt, that is exactly the problem I had inherently, weak communication skill, oral skill, less of self-confident… I need to overcome these, else this will be my obstacle to proceed to my next level of my career path.

Also, he know that I’m currently in saturated condition in my current position, I won’t get my job satisfaction, I can do more than that. Self discipline, independence and my tachful writing skill are my strength. These ‘strength’ are not come from me lo, is from my boss. I didn’t hao lian. Erm, maybe humble is my strength too. :P phew.

My boss told me in this coming 1 year, he want me to have a mindset of treat this job position not only as an application engineer, consultant, pre-sales…. But in the other way, treat it as I’m running a business. Lack of experience is the main problem for me, and my boss told me I’m young, no experience is for sure, and this is same as him last time when starting his business, but I’m in more protected environment, he will guide me. Young meaning to say I have nothing to lose. I told him I will try my best to do it, and thank for your recognition on my ability and talent to do it. Hopefully I won’t disappoint you.

Looks great with the paragraph above, but I understand this is not the thing to on immediately or even in few months later. That is what in his mind, just to share to me his thinking. Shall see and I should more proactive, nothing is impossible… twinkle.