Tanjung Sepak trip 25 March 2012

Long didn’t update my blog, had been missed up this little space for months. I realize that I update my blog very often when the time I getting emo, and if this evident is correct, that mean this good news for me for my recently few week. Ya, my life in these few weeks are pretty stable and peace. I start to think of how to make my life simple and joyful, this is a good start, I get myself calm with peaceful mind. I believe I’m more mature and rational in thinking in my current stage. What is this? CrabSSSS

Catching Crab, bully ^^

Dragon Fruit farm

Went to Tanjung Sepak yesterday my friends, making a lot of fun there. Is a simple trip overall, let me upload some picture here ya. Saw a lot of little crabs there, ate so nice seafood, pao, visited coffee maker and keropok workshop, and dragon fruit farm. Thanks to this geng of friends and organizer to light up my weekend.

Some nice shot, if not nice then ignore it :P

Joined my first badminton training class today in Subang, overall not bad, will go through it for some basic skill, is time for me to pick up some hobby now. Aiks, this is one of my KPI this year, achieving, slow but steady. Shall see, phew..

Gold Coast, Tanjung Sepak

My appraisal 12 February 2012

Just did my appraisal we my boss in yesterday, not know why, when I talking to him, I can’t even speak with proper English. Feel very shameful for that, is it due to I seldom speak English in daily, or I very nervous when I talking to him. I think these are feel main reasons, when the time I worked in WD, I can speak quite well. Now even I feel that I have problem to express my own feeling when I typing this blog, as you can feel that the English I used in my previous blog is too horrible.

Have been highlighted some field that I need to improve during the discussion with my boss, quite embarrasses with that and I knew what is my weaknesses during the last 9 months in Phitomas. For sure, my boss highlight to me I’m weak when I carrying my presentation, I have problem to convey the meaning to the audience. No doubt, that is exactly the problem I had inherently, weak communication skill, oral skill, less of self-confident… I need to overcome these, else this will be my obstacle to proceed to my next level of my career path.

Also, he know that I’m currently in saturated condition in my current position, I won’t get my job satisfaction, I can do more than that. Self discipline, independence and my tachful writing skill are my strength. These ‘strength’ are not come from me lo, is from my boss. I didn’t hao lian. Erm, maybe humble is my strength too. :P phew.

My boss told me in this coming 1 year, he want me to have a mindset of treat this job position not only as an application engineer, consultant, pre-sales…. But in the other way, treat it as I’m running a business. Lack of experience is the main problem for me, and my boss told me I’m young, no experience is for sure, and this is same as him last time when starting his business, but I’m in more protected environment, he will guide me. Young meaning to say I have nothing to lose. I told him I will try my best to do it, and thank for your recognition on my ability and talent to do it. Hopefully I won’t disappoint you.

Looks great with the paragraph above, but I understand this is not the thing to on immediately or even in few months later. That is what in his mind, just to share to me his thinking. Shall see and I should more proactive, nothing is impossible… twinkle.

Dragon Year 5 February 2012

Dragon year, same as usual, spent most of the time with my family, and have our annual gathering with my friends in hometown. Simple gathering, a short meeting together, but overall a bit quiet as expected, even few member didn’t attend it. Anyway, thank for our organizer for the great plan, and friendship forever. Let me upload some picture sin… :P

In G-hut

First day of CNY, me and my family went to Batu Feringgi with my aunty, then the second day visited grandmother and spent our whole day there. The third day, went my aunty there in B.Selambau, a little house with a lot people.

Simply record down the schedule, not much special as usual, this CNY is a bit quiet. Something happened and seen during this period had leaded me to think of something that I never think it before. I hope everyone around me always happy as usual, and healthy, especially for my grandmother and my parents. Hug.

Ng and Alex's house

Year 2011- highlight 8 January 2012

Chinese New Year decoration in KLCC

Quite some time didn’t update my blog already, not because of busy, but lazy. Went back to hometown during the Xmas week, attended HC wedding, and the following week of new year, went to Teluk Intan for Ng wedding again. Have a lot of fun there, and this is the first time my close friends marry, I’m very happy for the invitation, and wish 2 couples always stay sweet, happy and lovely always.

Start to recall what happen in year 2011…

Overall that is an important breakthrough year, even that is not as smooth as it is, but still I hope that is a good start and again the new page of my chapter.

Of course the first highlight is the incident of walk out, it happen much more early at least few years in my plan. Thing happens suddenly, and it force me to change my plan and make my important decision to leave. Actually I had no doubt on the decision made, I still feel the decision to disclose that is correct, I’m glad that I can be myself in front of my lovely siblings. The path to the way is not easy, I’m sorry that if I make you sad and disappointed. Thanks for your no questions for the moment, and your understanding, I’m just as normal as other. Slant Tower in Teluk Intan

Zhu Cheong Fun in Teluk Intan

Next highlight should be the incident happing concurrently with the first highlight. It makes me completely breakdown, many thing lead to this decision made, happy, sad, sorry or any are all end up with a full stop. But until now there are something still make me confuse, as usual that I not understand what you are thinking. And decision made yesterday, to keep it a distance, that is the way I protect myself, please don’t play it.

Erm, change my new job also consider an important highlight that happen in May last year, a huge change in my career, nice colleagues, and nice ex colleagues as well. New experience of working life, and I had chance to Cebu, Philippine for business trip, my very first time to fly, out from Malaysia.

Next, I now have my little cute purple car, a Myvi, but this little kid almost make me bankrupt. Haha, but I still love it, because it is still a need to have it for my work nowadays. Is a good start anyway, keep life simple, as long as I found worth and happy for it.

Few minor highlight, went to Sabah, KK trip, start to play badminton, and love badminton, my bro graduated, start to expose to stock market and walk out to get a team of friends, which are same like me, they’r friendly and nice.

Finally, actually don’t have any new resolution for this year, still remains as let it flow, be happy and healthy, be a good son and bro for my lovely family, bad thing stay always from us. Good luck and phewwss…

HC's wedding

House warming 13 December 2011

Last weekend, attended one of my friends house warming in Jalan Ipoh. Quite happy with it, long time didn’t have such a feeling, the feeling of home. She got very nice and friendly, passion family. After that, went to C.How new house there, and the next day morning having breakfast in Cheah parents coffee shop there in Chow Kit. Again thanks for your parents for the nice food.

Went Sunway Pyramid for shopping too, last time I visit there is about 3 years ago, and this is my 3^rd time there. Looking to buy a presents for Xmas gift exchange party, but finally end up nothing in hands, will get it tomorrow or next. Xmas decoration in Sunway Pyramid. So so only hor... :P

Phew... again I loitering alone there... huhu

Receive Ng and one of my hometown’s friend wedding invitation cards. I’m happy for them… see you all soon ya, all the best and stay happy and lovely forever.

My car 10 December 2011

First i saw my car

After waiting for 7 weeks, get my car in last 2 days, and the first time that I can start to feel is this little kid going to take out almost all of my saving very soon. This is expected anyway, but still making me to scare since there are a lot of unexpected expenses are coming next, because my little car got friends… :) waiting for tinting

Still pending calculate the petrol expenses, and come back from car tinted, it cost me RM750 for security tint. Previously I decided to take the package cost RM500, but the salesman come and offer me that package, and the different is this is 6mil, the other are 4mil, and of course there are still some different in term of visible light transmittance, infrared rejected… Had a short talk with a guy, also a customer in that shop, he did the same package as me with RM 1k, and after the guy leave, the salesman come and offer me the same package with the guy talked to me with RM750. After I join my current company for my current job, I realize almost everything we can negotiate for the price, lesson learned.

spec for package, RM550

my spec

Anyway, got my first car in my life still a very great thing to share, I’m happy with that.

Finally decided not to go back 27 November 2011

Finally decided not to go back hometown this week, and what had I did in this few days… join a group of new friends playing badminton at Friday night, and this is my first time to have the feeling of the sense of the ‘same’. Is quite special, but I still not really can adapt well in that, but sure will getting better. Xmas decoration in 1 Utama, decoration work not yet complete

In Tropicana City Mall

Another loitering in 1 Utama today, the feeling of being lonely still reminded, as no different compare to pass. Then I wonder why I still thinking of. Don’t hold the string to firm, let it fly and if that is yours, it will come back… we’re all human.