Kitchi Miao is a Monster 27 October 2011

Everyone treat kitchi miao like a monster, finally I completely rupture in the moment, please give me a way to walk through, a momentum to breath.

Decision-made 26 October 2011

I seldom make decision, up from the small decision from decide what we going to have lunch to any big decision that will cause a great move or change of my life. Few big decisions I made before, and today seem I have it another one. It is not difficult to know that I had struggled quite a moment inside myself before the day, and looks back to some small previous incident like what happen to my motorbike last week, I found that myself actually loss of control, cry not only direct to the case happened, but a lot of link crossed together, from my personal problem, family issue and more… cause me to crumble. I’m looking for sense of security, the feeling of home… that I hope that I can have it from…

I’m sorry that I’m too selfish and immature, and my last minutes of hesitation. Way to learn and I promise I will take care of myself in the world that I have worry with. Feeling loss, loss of centre of gravity… I cannot concentrate for the moment.

I will learn to become a better one, but before I adjust and find back myself, it is not fair to anyone. Take a break for myself and you, I guess I will very soon come out from there, … Hug and help me to take a good care of yourself, thank you.

Motorbike 23 October 2011

Last few days, raining heavily and makes the soil at the place I park my motorbike becomes loose and my motorbike fell down for two times. Front parts cracked, and this makes me think back a lot of thing about this motorbike. This motorbike was bought by my lovely father to me when I in form 4, that is about 9 years ago. Before I got my motorbike, I take school bus to the school, and I still remember I don’t like to take the school bus because of few reasons.

Even this is only a motorbike, but this take few months saving from my parents, and my father is just a little contractor, with less than 2k income per month, to support five in the family, just wonder how can my parents do that, even now my first salary after graduate is greater than it, but I cannot even give more money to my parents every month, salute to my parents and I knew that is not easy for the way. I love my family, I love it because of it be.

My financial 18 October 2011

With the title: My Financial, recently I had involved myself actively in stock game, earning first and losing at last, a lot lesson learnt, and I enjoy the game. Need to bear in mind that there are certain rules that need always be my mind, that is always invest with your extra money, never ever use the money that need to support our daily life to invest, em… no, that is consider gambling.

Going to have my car soon, a little car that will cause me spend out all my saving. That is not an easy decision made; I’m ready with the coming financial plan… finger crossed. Angry Bird

Doremon cake, 38 bucks

My reminder 2 October 2011

Again the same thing happening and the problem of myself on keep asking I know it is very terrible. I know that is not fair to you, if I didn’t ask and make the thing clear, my mind cannot let it goes, and so I decided to ask. This is eating the relationship once it comes out, I knew this need a couple of time to build back the eaten one. Again with your very patient, I feel of my bad and really feel that is not fair to you. Sorry and thanks for your toleration. Keep the thing short and if you read this… This is my reminder to always remind myself to be a better one, and yet remain cute and pure always. Huggy.

Recently I am pretty active in stock market, the few things to remind myself is always need to be careful. Still got a lot of thing to learn, always rational is needed. Good luck for myself.

My Bro Convo 30 September 2011

Last week I went back hometown for my brother’s convocation. So fast it already one year after mine. Is a very happy days with my family, I really like the feeling of warmest from my family member, the most enjoyable part is the raining time at about end of the convo section. Snapped some photo too, our happy family photo. If not mistaken, I remember there is only one family photo taken when I was about in primary school, then follow by sister’s convo, then mine and last my bro. My mum and my dad wish that 3 of us can study at least to university, even nowadays graduate from university is nothing so proud of it if compare to 20 years ago, but at least we did and realize it. :) Happy Family ^^

With my junior

Can u find me?

Having some conflict with the special one, and this time is the intense one among these few years. For me that is only a small issue, but the source of ignition is came from the accumulation of many small issues that we skipped and ignored previously. I realize that that is like a mirror, what you mention on is exactly what I want to mention on the same at you. I ready to apologies on thing that I did wrong, and I admit it. Again I realize that SMS or MSN conversation is emotionless, the same statement can pronounce differently with different accent, and carrying different meaning. Is a lesson to learn, and to go further. As long as the most important thing is there with us, I believe it can be solved even with the chaos raised.

My space 17 September

Quite some time I leave of my blog, have no idea with the title and I gave it a name, My Space. Had a long holiday at home during the Raya week, nothing special, but I really enjoy the peaceful with my family. Every I go back home, I can feel the different every time. Some special moment I like for my latest back to home are we go the opera for ghost festival. That is really special, that is about 5 years or more we didn’t go with whole family. Still remember when I was young, we always walk there from home, or go with bike, my father need to fetch us for few time one by one.

The night in the bus station to prepare go back to KL, the bus station was very crowed like I ever saw before. Our car cannot get inside, and so my parents leave me at road side and I walked in there. That is a temporary bus station, is dark in the midnight without any lamp post, cars and buses in and out. I knew that my parents won’t leave me like that, I knew they sure will park their car far away and walk back to the station. When I was in the bus and waiting for the bus to move, my father call me with this happy voice, asked me what is the plat number for the bus. I’m worry 2 of you, I scare you all fall down or any. Finally they able to find my bus and gave me a goodbye gesture outside the bus. This is not the first time, and not the last too, my tear almost falling, I feel like I don’t want to go back. Sorry and I love you all.

Most slanting part in the journey

At the top of the hill

Today, my ex WD colleagues and their team of friends went to Broga Hill, 45mins drives from PJ to there. A very happy and joyful trip with them, they are funny, making joke all the while. We took about 40mins to the top of the hill, just a distance before the top of the hill is very slanted, is between 60 to 70 degree incline from normal. All manage to do it, and reach the top at around 6.20am, saw the sunrise. I woke up at 3am, we departed at 4am, phew. After the hiking, we went to a temple nearby, and spent some time there, finally back to Jusco in Cheras for lunch and back. I enjoy that, do invite me next time if any activities, there are total 11 of us. Next trip is planned to Seremban in October.

Handsome and cool :P

Just receive my picture from my friend for Sabah trip, and together with the photo for last week in Tasik Perdana, another nice and peaceful trip, quite nice in the morning. Thank for bringing me around even it is short.

Pulau Manukan

Pond in Tasik Perdana