My first FLY 21 May 2011

Last week, 15 May, my first fly, first step out to Philippine, Manila- Cebu. That is my first outstation trip with my new colleagues after one week I joined my new company. It is too fast for me to adapt everything, the environment and the people, I get nervous a night before fly, lost of the sense of security. our room's living room

scene from our hotel

the water park in the resort a nice path in resort

Thanks for the one sent me to airport and make me feel that at least there is someone accompany me to get there in the place that I’m not familiar too, and last give me some courage and calm me down. Thanks. the local bus, this is the nice one le, other in town a bit old >< place for our Gala Dinner on the beach

4 days over there, is a open-eyes trip for me, a lot that I never tried and seen before. The luxury hotel, the beautiful private beach, the food… there is a big gap between the world in our resort (Imperial Palace) with outside. Cebu, is the second largest city in Philippine, however we still can see a lot of area there still undeveloped, and feel very unsafe while go out from the resort. The gap of rich and poor is large, because in the shopping mall in Manila or Cebu, you still can see some local people spend there, the thing there totally not cheap at all, is same as KL price, one meal in shopping mall food court cost you around RM 8 to 10 after converting to RM (RM 7.3 = 100 Peso). beach

Know a lot of people there, but seem like I am too novice there. Before that my colleague tell me that he want to change the room with me because I been arranged to stay with other unknown people in the room, and that time I still wonder why I cannot. Now I realize that, I really too young, naïve… 25 years old is not young anymore, but it is if compare to others relatively, oldest one can up to nearly 70 years old. I admire the people there, all with nice background, achievement, speak well and dress smart. I choose to be quiet all the time, no knowledge no talk… >< they drink and smoke, I drink mango juice, and watch cartoon in the room.

Cebu island from the plane

Bought some souvenir for my brother and sister, and some famous popcorn in Philippine, Chef Tony. in Manila

Thanks for the one who buy me the Mickey Mouse t-shirts for the special May day.
Yesterday I get my new laptop from company, need to start my new leap from here, for the moment I’m satisfy with the current job.

Labour Day 2 May 2011

Labour day holiday, and tomorrow is the new day in my new company. Mind is a bit blank and calm. This is a quite interesting job if based on my impression during the time I attended the interview. Is a small company and it properly with around 20 staffs in that, that is totally different compare to WD. Is a small circle and perhaps there is more enjoyable working style with all the colleagues there. 

My department is newly formed with a team of 3 included me. It act as a pioneer team to penetrate the Autodesk market. The potential is there and I hope I can stay for longer time here, perhaps better grows for my career. Passion and enthusiasm are extremely important for me to success in my career. Expending my networking is crucial too, no more passive in work, proactive is what I need myself to be.

First day of working is the best day to ‘shape’ my own subsequence days characteristic. Gambate and good luck for me in new career.. phew. Thank for the watch and I will wear it in the new day, and days.  

Finally, I leave WD 23 April 2011

The place that I always go there for 'Relax'

Long time didn’t post my blog here, and finally I leave WD, my first formal job after I graduate. My last day is on 21 April, a lot of thing was flashing back in my mind, from the first day I receive the interview called, until the very uneasy way I travel from Penang to here, find my room, get my motorbike… to get scolded, crying and tension like hell, everything at the moment can becomes a great memory for me, even that time it feel suck. Define back what is the life you want, and I found human always don’t know what we actually want. Leaving WD is my choice, even for the moment I can adapt myself quite well in the environment and with the people, but still feeling that is not a suitable place for me to grow, since I will become more and more defensive and demotivated in the process of the big organization as everyone are trying to use their own way to survive in the harsh environment. Is the time for me to leave, and hope that is a good start for me in the new company. Special moment spent with my colleagues, Sc Lim, Jess, Tessa, and my boss Lau that spend a lot of effort to guide me from nothing to little bit something. Cheah, Ng, Yip, Fiza, Lim from relab, and our technician team, always spend our nice time there and making fun even we are in trouble and this make me understand that enjoy yourself in any situation is very important. More than 10 peoples, all with different characteristic and unique girls team. Last, Chin Yin, Tay and Daphane that already resign. I learn a lot from WD, and I never regret to join this organization. Goodbye and all the best for my colleagues there. Keep on touch. Happy Pet family.. not related with this post :P Doremon for someone who always sick :)

The feeling 27 February 2011

The feeling is getting weird. Just a sentence from you breaks up the ice and we know that is the time to talk. The distance is there, and getting far away as mentioned. Still remember how cold the environment that time, and the words fly out with your gentle and soft voice.

I not know what I’m anymore, I kinda hate myself for all the thing had done and I swear… sometimes wonder is that coming this city is a big mistake that I had made, no one to blame, except myself, with not ready in preparing the strong mind set, continue to act stubborn. Something is eating me, and lonely and pressure is really make me loss. When it loss, I cannot to love myself, and other thing is following the same step.

Again, no one can be blamed, except myself. I need to save it, find it back, talk with you. I need your hands, to walk through the path back to my home, back to my origin, from where I from, to get back my love.

For the one I love, and love me. Sorry and please wait for me.

Share a nice song, Born this Way from this pretty cute kid. Click>

CNY and Valentine 13 February 2011

My bus from KL to SP

Yeoh, almost a month didn’t update my blog. Em, now I start to catch out this space again, first post after CNY. Going back hometown is always my favorite, so excited all the way going to bus station. This time I need to take my bus at old KTM station located near to Pasar Seni. I brought a lot of thing back, included a pack of Bak Gua that specially bought for my bro as per requested. This is the first new year after I work, as long as the demand is still reasonable, I will try to fulfill my family. Is to happy all the way in my hometown, visit friends, relatives, going for movie, 7^th annual secondary school gathering and a lot more funny and happy moment together with my loved family.my flower in my home ^^

Haha, though want to have a more details description regarding my new year activities, but suddenly seems like already listed out as above. Then, let to share more regarding 7^th annual schoolmate gathering. Actually is not only schoolmate, but consider as close friends, as we know each other super long time ago, since primary school and always hang out in the gang with a lot of crazy thing out there.own planted vege for new year. So nice to eat and see as well

This time, the gathering was held in Autocity, Tao. Total got around 18 people attended this gathering. Is a good gathering instead, however not much interaction between the buddy in the gathering :)gathering in L. height just before new year

New year is almost over, let make a or more than one wish here. Same, hope that all my family members, friends have a prosperity and happy rabbit year, and stay healthy. Last, make a selfish wish special for myself. :Pgroup photo, huat ah, friendship forever.

Is Valentine eve, there is nothing special expectation too for this year. Maybe there is, but I not dare to expect too much. Make it short and cool. Nothing is much better than to treat myself good. Already 2 days keep eating the meal prepared by myself, instant noodle and spaghetti. Is raining outside, if later it stop, I want to treat myself to eat in restaurant. Hehe, let celebrate :P. LOVE

Happy Chinese New Year, I hear some firecracker and drum at my side, no know what is the event is celebrating here, but sure I know got lion dance. Haha. Huat AH.. !!!wakaka

A weekend 9 January 2011

I am the small one at the back.

The first weekend in this year, a lonely weekend as expected. Was attended an interview in BIH last Friday. This is the worse interview section I had attended before, I not know why I suddenly become so panic, and my mind is totally blank until I not know how to react with the questions during the interview. Feel shameful for all, and need to redefine and redefine again the job that I want it to be, it that the current job in WD is the worse already? I had no idea for the moment again, I know I not like that, but still not know what I want. Maybe cherish the current moment is the one that I need to do.

My motorbike was breakdown just now, feel very depress and helpless. Actually is not a big trouble, and can consider as lucky as the bike is not breakdown in anywhere that is impossible for me push it to the shop. This small case had triggered out all the feeling that keep in deep, and I cried. I also not know why I cried, but for sure that is not only because of this incident. Tomorrow, 10 January is my 6 months in PJ. Gambate, hopefully all of this will go better.

New YearING 2 January 2011

This is the first post of mine in this year, and need to update how I spend my new year yesterday. Yesterday is a very pack day, pack with gathering and fun with different people. First is with the Uni gang and having out lunch in a western restaurant in Mid Valley, cannot really remember the name of the restaurant as you know I’m very lame in remember the number and name. This gathering is for new year meet, and with special one back from Singapore. Total 10 of us, but I only know few of them. That was a nice gathering anyway, peaceful and normal chit chat can be nice among us in the gang, chatting nonsense, as well as update some of the current live of each member. The gathering end up at about 6pm, and CY drop me at LRT station, then I go for my second ‘gathering’.The Curve

A very peaceful night too, walking in the pasar malam, having our dinner at the stall, the experience is nice, lively and crowed. The next station is in Wangsa Walk, this is the second time I been there, again miss up the chance for our movie. Haha, anyway, still a nice lepak in the mall, enjoying our ice-cream.

A late Christmas present but with very great regard, a koala bear toy (a toy that you can insert your hand in it and play with it, not really know what it called for), with a T-shirt inside. Thanks a lot for the present, wish you a very great year… :Pmy present as mention.. :P

Start my ‘shopping’ already, plan to spend all of the bonus u get firstly, but when reach the time want to buy it, still feel that gonna to save more and more. Haha, is good anyway as I can control, to avoid any impulse shopping. Haha. Helo my world, wish me a great year 2011, for all around me as well.finally upload one handsome picture, to prove that I'm Happy, haha :P