A weekend 9 January 2011

I am the small one at the back.

The first weekend in this year, a lonely weekend as expected. Was attended an interview in BIH last Friday. This is the worse interview section I had attended before, I not know why I suddenly become so panic, and my mind is totally blank until I not know how to react with the questions during the interview. Feel shameful for all, and need to redefine and redefine again the job that I want it to be, it that the current job in WD is the worse already? I had no idea for the moment again, I know I not like that, but still not know what I want. Maybe cherish the current moment is the one that I need to do.

My motorbike was breakdown just now, feel very depress and helpless. Actually is not a big trouble, and can consider as lucky as the bike is not breakdown in anywhere that is impossible for me push it to the shop. This small case had triggered out all the feeling that keep in deep, and I cried. I also not know why I cried, but for sure that is not only because of this incident. Tomorrow, 10 January is my 6 months in PJ. Gambate, hopefully all of this will go better.

New YearING 2 January 2011

This is the first post of mine in this year, and need to update how I spend my new year yesterday. Yesterday is a very pack day, pack with gathering and fun with different people. First is with the Uni gang and having out lunch in a western restaurant in Mid Valley, cannot really remember the name of the restaurant as you know I’m very lame in remember the number and name. This gathering is for new year meet, and with special one back from Singapore. Total 10 of us, but I only know few of them. That was a nice gathering anyway, peaceful and normal chit chat can be nice among us in the gang, chatting nonsense, as well as update some of the current live of each member. The gathering end up at about 6pm, and CY drop me at LRT station, then I go for my second ‘gathering’.The Curve

A very peaceful night too, walking in the pasar malam, having our dinner at the stall, the experience is nice, lively and crowed. The next station is in Wangsa Walk, this is the second time I been there, again miss up the chance for our movie. Haha, anyway, still a nice lepak in the mall, enjoying our ice-cream.

A late Christmas present but with very great regard, a koala bear toy (a toy that you can insert your hand in it and play with it, not really know what it called for), with a T-shirt inside. Thanks a lot for the present, wish you a very great year… :Pmy present as mention.. :P

Start my ‘shopping’ already, plan to spend all of the bonus u get firstly, but when reach the time want to buy it, still feel that gonna to save more and more. Haha, is good anyway as I can control, to avoid any impulse shopping. Haha. Helo my world, wish me a great year 2011, for all around me as well.finally upload one handsome picture, to prove that I'm Happy, haha :P

EVE 31 December 2010

Just a few more hours for year 2010, and a new year is coming, welcome 2011. As previous year, need to list out some highlight in this year, and see the goals I set last year got achieve or not sin… :P

First highlight is sure my convocation in August, and this indicates the end of my study life for about 20 years, and finally I graduate with bless from parents, sister, brother and friends. Need to thanks my parents again for this, and now I can dependent already, don’t worry ya.

The next highlight sure is my first job located in PJ, Western Digital as quality engineer. I went to KL for interview for 3 times, first time in WD for reliability engineer, then for mechanical design engineer in Plaza Glomac, PJ. Next only for quality engineer in WD, that is my current job. Also went for Penang for 2 interviews, one in Jelutong and one in Bayan Lepas, Vitrox. Is not easy for the path I walked, and decision I made, until now I in KL almost 6 months. Until now still got a lot people wonder why I don’t want to chose Penang, again general answer I gave to them. However, I learn a lot of thing during this time. Learn and growth are especially important for people weak like me, train to be strong. to grow, is a hope

Next, should be I need to start my new style of life, step my foots into this big city, working life and no more study life with is totally different. Start my financial planning too after graduate. This new life is a long path to go, if not planning well, maybe the same routine gonna to continue until retirement.

Relationship, relationship with family, different hierarchy level of friends ==, colleagues grow stronger as I wished. I cherish it always, especially every time I go back to home, I can see how my parents enjoy their life, nothing special, just peaceful and simple as they wished. Of course be their son, I am happy with that, and also my sister and brother, always support me to give me drive to thrush.

As a conclusion, not much highlight, and not much is consider a good news for me as I enjoy the simple life, especially when I getting older, haha. Last part, wish for new year 2011, to earn more money, stay healthy, happily as previous year, for my family and friends around me. Happy new year everyone.Dawn

Bed time story-Listen and understand 19 December 2010

In the previous week, I received a call for interview again and this time is for Cad designer for a company located in Mutiara Damansara. And yet, still pending for one interview for sale engineer, didn’t put much hope on this, but feel like if I can have a chance to meet with the person in charge, not for interview, but get to know each other and job scope can be interesting enough for me. I treat these as an opportunity for me to have a bigger eyes sight, however not rush for change the current job even thus I not really like it. 

Get some advices from my very best friend. Do give me some helpful guidance on my financial plan. I know the rules and ways to let us achieve freedom in our own financial since the time before I graduate, but seem it require a very strong willingness to make it into the right pathway as planned. Almost deviate from the pathway that I set during the time I just step in to working life, and again you pull me back and comfort me with my current situation. I need to re-figure my way, I single wrong step will cause impact to my life later on, define back what I want to be.

This is not the only thing I gained yesterday. I realize that you are the smart one in planning and how hard you work for your plan from initial stage until know. Just a few lines of words from you, I can sense how difficult your life in the past. Get to know more, to understand more, to tolerate more, to more and more…. Be a better man. Thanks and sleep tight.

Buddy of 5. Again. 5 December 2010

Yesterday, went to Mid Valley for our monthly course mates gathering. This time only got 4 people, PC, YC, Joshua and me. At first I plan to go there by taxi from LRT station, unfortunately the taxi go and bang the traffic light. The taxi driver asked me to call another taxi in the half way. What a funny day and I need to walk back to the LRT station with a lot question marks in my mind. This end by taking LRT, then KTM to my destination. This is my 4^th time to take KTM, this is a bad experience again, didn’t delay this time, but super crowded. Anyway, this let me have chance to experience ‘live’.In Mid Valley

Christmas is just around the corner, nice decoration in the mall, with a lot of toy and Christmas trees as usual for every year. Here I snapped some photo, and in the moment I snap the picture, suddenly feel like I long time didn’t snap photo after I stay in KL, just like a local man won’t take photo in their own place. Haha, what I’m saying? I don’t know.Kitchi Miao

This is a super nice gathering, because we are buddy of 5 in our course last time. One team in doing assignment, all lazy, same pattern, talk nonsense… hang out together, shopping, eating, mamak-ing, sohai-ing around the campus, ride the bike go here and there. 3 out of 4 are working, one the smart one continue to study PhD without need to take his master. We miss our campus, and Joshua keep update us what had happened in the campus, and we tell them about our current life and work. Again, non-stop laughing. Really cherish the moment we spend together, even chat about what we had did last time in school is fun. Friendship forever.

A quick update 27 November 2010

Long time I had leave this space already, just receive a bad new from my friend, my friend’s mum is passed away last week, RIP. I lot of thing happening around us and this teaches me need to cherish everything that we have and enjoy the life. 

Again new update for working, I think I had passed the transition period in this job already, and most of the simple thing I can understand and solve it by my own without need a lot of assistance by other prty. One thing that I still cannot handle is the meeting, I facing difficulties to chair the meeting, as I’m new in this new department too, what I can do now is only can do whatever that is controllable in my part, I hard to control the meeting as we know the meeting in WD is not a simple one. If the staff engineer in my team can perform as what he can, and if my manager can be more smart in handle the issue, haiz.

Someone is very busy for the moment, get sick quite often, because not have enough rest. This is not the first time, and if this is the first time, I still remember that this atmosphere can be quite suffering because you don’t even want to tell and share me the troubles. I know that I cannot help at your side, but I’m not your nobody, I hope you can tell and share, just like every time when I get lost and struggle, I single word from you will makes thing different in view. Is ok la, gambate ok?

Hometown again for 4 days 7 November 2010

Went back hometown for 4 days, additional one-day leave and Deepavali holiday. Go back SP can be very nice, but this time only leave me alone in the home with my parents since my sister and my bro going to travel, exam for my bro. the journey to go back SP from here can be tired. Leave office about 6pm, and rush for the bus, delay plus everything that is unpleasant, end up with reach home in early 6am in the morning. 

First time I get cheat by people in the bus station, and this lesson teach me we should only use our compassion for the right situation and case only. Don’t judge the person by their pity face, even now a lot youngster are liar. Other case is the time when I first step in KL, I simply give my hp number to stranger and this created some chaos. This city is different from SP, even for now if I encounter the same case that I people come and beg for borrow some money, claim that they loss their wallet because of the pick pocket, I think I still will do the same thing, but of course in the smart way, help, but don’t give money.

Attend an interview last week, the factory located in SP. This company already gives me a not bad offer but I still not yet receive the offer letter, not know the details of the other benefits. Here is another junction for me to decide to leave or to stay. Always have the pros and cons for the decision. If I accepted and stay in SP, I scare I will loss of my spirit to fight and learn new thing. This is extremely important for me since I am fresh graduated. Anyway, this is a big decision, only will make my final decision in within this week. Bless for myself.