It can be painful 10 June 2010

skyscraper city

That is another trip to KL, to attend an interview in PJ. This is the 3rd time I travel to KL for the purpose for interview. These are all actually tire trips because I need to stay and rush from one to another one’s house, just to settle my accommodation problem. Anyway, this time I spent my night in hotel, because already feel very paiseh to those friends for their inconvenient. Thanks a lot for the adoption and of course special thank to the special one, and not least for YH and related person in the company that always help me to forward my resume from one to another. 

This time, the interview was held out in the condition that the interviewer keep explaining and tell me what is the responsibility for the position, whereas I seldom have chance to talk… that is quite special for me because mostly I am the talkative one in the interview. The interviewer told me that they don’t actually prefer to hire male, because male hardly spend their time long with them, because the job is quite stressful but can learn a lot of thing, so it always seek as a stepping stone for those.

"clown" in Pavilion 

Still waiting for the answer for the interview, and the waiting process can be quite painful, just tell me the result… haha. Nothing I can do, be patient and good luck. Let say this time fail again, maybe I gonna to reset my mind… bye bye loser

Recent activities 31 May 2010

Recently, what I had done? Just now a coursemate called me and asked me what I doing recently, very touch to still keep in touch among each other during the transition period of us. Just graduate 3 weeks, but seems I start to miss my friends in the campus already. Keep in touch and all the best for all.pangkorstar cruisessomewhere in the ship

Friday night is a celebration night for one birthday boy and girl. Long time already we didn’t have this birthday celebration activity, and again Saturday, we go for sing K in Perai. Sunday, playing badminton. As what I make a joke, I becomes more pro after have a semester squash basic training…zzz just kidding.birthday celebration

Back to the more common ‘recent’ cycle that keep on repeating during this period, online just for nothing, reading some books, care of my pet, fish. 

We are very calm now, feel that we are growth as the time flow, getting mature and getting stable. This is a good phenomena, if this happened last time, I bet the condition will kinda like a comet going to crash with the planet. 

With your hand, i House my precious Love on the top of da ring you wear.

With your Love, i House our precious 2moro in the end of the home you built.

Haven't met u yet, a nice song from michael bublé

Some kepo friend keep asking me what the meaning of the status that I put on my MSN, here is the complete phase. 

At last, i upload some photo that taken in USM engineering campus... nice shots. the main path that i need to cross everyday when going to school

some where near Mechanical school in the nightthe most romantic path in school3rd gatepath towards 3rd gate
the lakesomewhere near desasiswapalm trees in the nightto 3rd gatespiderman

Mood in a hot evening 27 May 2010

Mood in a hot evening, just to know that another interview in Penang is failed, this time the reason is what I am study is not meet the requirement of the job or more, I’m not qualified for the position another KIV. Maybe back to production line is the only way for me, no more dream for mechanical designer. This week are waiting for call for interview, WD and Kobe. These are the hope for me for the mean time. Parents start to give ‘aura’ to me, that is concern, but be frank it directly stress me up, they start to ask me this and that, ask me to apply A and B as long as there is a ‘tangible’ building, got people to work in, and I will answer that got factory don’t not mean that they need people. Haha, of course in polite way I had answer, but with my very rigid and unnatural smile… hehe, hehe …==’’’

just to share my 'taogeh' i plant

ready to eat, only after 48 hours

Holiday eve, Wesak Day, but seems that is holiday for me for everyday, nothing different, but at least my friends didn’t working, maybe got some activities for me to join. Just remember to call me go out ya. 

Wesak day remind me of the parade of the day last year that I spent it in Penang. I thought can have the chance to spend the time together for the same meaningful event after a year, not much comment on that, wander between left or right, when the cycle is keep on repeating with the expected final answer, with still the brochures in the hands, searching for 'Hakka Hui Guan'.

another very rigid smile from me... hehe...heh~~

Early present 22 May 2010

Just receive an early present for my graduation of study life, is a set of belt and wallet from Pierre Cardin. This is the first present that I had received, a ‘tangible’ present that is very useful for me. Thank you a lot an appreciate all the thing that you had done especially in the stage of now I am in an uncertain condition and taking unnecessary pains to stuffy an insignificant problem. Look the world from the crack of the door will definitely makes your world becomes smaller, don’t constraint yourself… just …thank you very much~~ :PI got 3 key chains lu, 1 from my bro, 2 from HB... haha, the cow looks very innocent and 1 'antioxidant' chocolate... my sister saw it and want request for some

Back to the current position, feel that I got thing to complete, but a lot of thing is uncontrollable, yes, I am talking about the ‘job’. Go for many interview already, found that some of the company is not really suitable for me. Sound it kinda like a “strawberry generation”, I admit it half. Why? Because I am major in manufacturing engineering and management, but they thought I am pure mechanical student. Sure there are some different in that, and I need to stress that my study is seems like an balance between engineering and management, in more specific is management of factory, production layout, inventory, manufacturing process, human power allocation… that is more focus on how to generate an maximum output, with minimum resource allocation and waste. Indeed, I also got learn some mechanical thing, the first 2 years focus on basic mechanical study like those pure mechanical students, but split out at the last 2 years. To be frank, just to be frank have to say that to the interviewers because I believe that an interview section is a mutual understanding between 2 unfamiliar parties before having the relationship of employee and employer. I want to avoid any misunderstanding and unhappy thing if I being employed… hard to express in one or two line…… now taking the action of ‘let it flow’. In the bookstore in KLCC, i am sitting on the floor :P

Last, hopefully I can get a job that can fulfill my job satisfaction, and yet the pay is not too low… Wakaka. For the moment, please suppose me, I got my plan, but now seem the problem of “皇上不急太监急” is eating me, that is very terrible, maybe someday I will give up again like what had happened, I finally your soul conquer mine… let me go, mom and dad, I need to choose it myself, one time.set 'FREE"

Recently 17 May 2010

Long time I had left my little space for blogging, that is not because of I am not free, but is due to lazy to write the blog. Now is the time for me to pick back this little hobby and continue it before I become super lazy pig. my lovely cute bike, be with me for 3 years, roughly 1000km i have cycled... good job bike2

FYP, exam, Viva, farewell trips… become the major activities for me during this month. Start for busy with FYP final handout and final exam paper on 22 April, until the Viva in 6 May. Still remember after the Viva, we go and watch movie in Jusco BM, and having dinner with coursemates before all of us packing back all the things in the campus. This is the final trip together with all coursemates, with almost all people attended for the short and simple dinner, but the atmosphere was quite cloudy, yet mixed with a lot of happiness and joy. After this dinner, some of the friends will very difficult for us to meet up again in the future, thank you for being together for these 4 years time, which make a lot of fun in the class.all of us, Manufacturing Engineering and Management 2006-2010 last dinner with all coursemates, male only :P

This was followed by a trip with total 11 people to Star Cruise. That is a boring experience on the ship if you didn’t plan to gamble. Haha, sorry to say that but all of us know how to make fun, sitting on the floor like refugee in the corner become the activity that spend out the whole night for us. trip to Batu Hampar waterfall

The next trip is the Pangkor trip, with total of us, 8 peoples. That is a quite nice trip and is the first time I experienced myself with going around with the island. See the coral, sea cucumber, fish… of course snapped a lot of nice pictures, but it was not in my camera, will take its from my friends, hope to be soon. monument left from Poland In a chinese temple"white beach "Pangkor island

Tomorrow again is my KL trip again for interview. I am quite vague in the position for me right now, to choose between plan A or B. The selection of the final answer will leave a great impact on my life in later on, but I still need to choose my own path, nobody can help me, always be stronger than before after each time I am crying again like a piggy. Just let it flow in the most natural way, don’t think too much, everything will be fine as long as the is still a ‘love’ in life, to save me from myself… lastly, special dedicate this song to special one, save me from myself from Christina Aguilera. http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=6GNwcqr7TzQ

I breathe the power of love, learn to make my own courage, to feel this force, that called the wings, 

I am ready to fly

making fun in the lab in my school lifestupid posedoctor :P"astronaut"serious  one during Viva, last tourdinner with coursemates in Autocitymini concert 2008 I am leader of the publisher groupBatu ferringi trip 2008

Last soon 2 May 2010

Yesterday was my father’s birthday, celebrated with him in home with family. Father is 60+ years old already, I hope that he can spend his time happily everyday and always healthy. He is waiting for me, waiting for me for everything in very patient. Sorry for your son didn’t do his responsibility in well, always make you worry. Soon, in very soon…

Another 2 days I will do my viva, and this indicates the full stop of my university life. Start from tomorrow maybe will spend some time to take some photo around each corner in school, to snaps down the instant moment for memorization, and not least, collect back all the photo that I had miss out in my album collection. 

Again, the old fantasy, WD, dreaming from day to day, and maybe is the time to wake up. No matter how the result is at the end of the days, I appreciate a lot to the person in charge that help me a lot. I start to apply the job in Penang already, finally. I didn’t have enough confident in this, it’s hard to express with my cold words in one or two line.

Just promise to join coursemates to attend their trip, a bit late… haha. Em, I am sure that this will be a nice farewell trip. 

I am not disappear yet, but just hiding like a chameleon, a cute chameleon…wao… good luck for those who are started to work as an engineer tomorrow, it come truth at last. Gogogo