Blogging 25 November 2009

 Almost 1 week stay at home, nothing to do and only slack in front of the computer. I have to start my FYP in this week. Most of the final year student will stay at school for their FYP progress, but except me and some minority. I planned to stay at home rather than in school because I feel that the life at school is kinda boring. Moreover, my mum and dad had started to chatter since my bro and I seldom come back to home during the weekend of the school days, even the journey is only 1 hour plus between school and my home. Sigh, 1 hour is for travelling by car. By using the public transportation, I had to call for the taxi, take the bus to Butterworth, again take the bus back to SP and walk for a short distance before I reach my home. This is actually nothing but once the bus routing is delayed, sometimes I have to wait for it for almost 1 hour for the uncertainty. The condition is kinda like: ada bus u naik, tak tau bila bas tu sampai. Still have to count for the journey which comes back from home to school…

Doing FYP in front of computer but I cannot stop to control my mind to surf the net. MSN, blogging, forum and Facebook. Still imagine how Facebook deprive our time. I didn’t addict with that, but I admit almost every time I online, I will surf for it. Playing the Happy Farm is my must have activity, but now seem like a bit boring because the feature is almost the same from the start to the end.

Soon I will go out for work already at PC fair. Today is simple setup and short briefing from the boss and it will follows by 4 days fair consecutively until next Sunday. My bro told me that the job is not easy and I also knew that especially for the job which deal with customer… haha, anyway I am only a part time worker, won’t be so stress maybe, if yes, shall I take this as a practice before I striding the stage out from the university? Just gain some extra working experience from there, earn so pocket money and survey for new my laptop or external hard disk, I stone, many birds. :)  so anyone if got come PC fair come and visit me ya, serve you with sweet smile.. ==’’’

Survey for a new laptop 20 November 2009

Recently my desktop seem got some problems, once you turn it on for about 30 minutes or sometimes even lesser, it will hang for a moment and then follow by auto restart my computer. It is suspected that the motherboard got some problem with that and deciding whether worth for me to replace a new motherboard or just go toward my dream for a new laptop. 

Now I start to survey the information online, including the price, specification and even the type of brand. Just finished search for some information on lowyat.com. Here is some information I get from there:

The research also shows the malfunction rates by manufacturer, guess who’s the most reliable manufacturer? Asus and Toshiba are neck and neck, with only a 15.6% and 15.7% of malfunction rate at 3 years. Check out the chart below. Would you buy extended warranty? You agree with it???

Holiday again 19 November 2009

with coursemates after the last  paper-Project Management

From today, there is the start of my school holiday until 27 Dec. The vacation is almost 1 months plus. Sometimes don’t know what am I thinking, sometimes feel likes so eager the holiday to come but once this realized, I feel like a bit blankness. Haha, I am man in contradiction. Exam seems is the only way that makes the students have willingness to thrust and move forward. Exam can act as some event that to prevent the study life to becomes less stagnant and apathetic… is it?? 

What I going to do in this 1 month holiday. Now I start to think about it and plan my short milestone for next month. Next week maybe I will work temporary in PC fair for 4 days with my brother. Perhaps I can earn some extra pocket money before I graduate. Then, I will start to do my FYP. Many final year students will stay at school to do their FYP but I didn’t plan to stay because I can do my paperwork at home and just start my prototyping after the school reopen. When at home, I will take some time to take sport, photography, meet my friends in hometown… hope I can realize what I am listing now. Actually I just want to avoid I keep stay in front of the computer and addicted in computer games and drama. 

After the holiday, 1 more semester I will graduate already. Next semester will be very free, only 11 units plus 1 unit extra for ping pong. I expect that I maximum will have class 3 days per week only. Hope that I can use my time wisely next semester… ganbate.

6 months 8 November 2009

light up my life 

6 months already, I had learned a lot of things within these 6 months and I knew these things will make me growth. I learned the things from mistakes, and sometimes I even write down some important event in a piece of paper, hope that this will be a remainder for me to not repeat the mistake. Besides that, I will always remain myself to treat every single day as a new fresh day, just like the feeling of falling in first love of the first day. By the way, I can cherish every single day I have, as long as I stay in healthy and my friends around me stay healthy too. Some people say that trouble is a thing that occur once awhile and should be avoided because it makes our life in trouble, but I will rather say that trouble is a thing that happens all around the time, it is a part of our life. 

If I need to rate my own performance in these 6 months, I will only rate it as 50%. Why? Because I feel that sometimes I am too dependent and my thinking is immature. Don’t let emotion to take control and this is the thing that I always remain myself to do. Still got a lot for me to improve, and I will work hard ^^. 

Recently I kinda busy with preparation for my exam. Even though, the life is pretty simple, just follow the pace of life—wake up, eat, study, play computer games. Sometimes I think that this maybe is the ideal life for me, just very simple, I like it, it light up my life.

Just nothing 17 October 2009

Just nothing doesn’t mean that there is really nothing happened in this few weeks, but most of the time I treat the “nothing” as a good thing. Start to have a brief to talk about my journey in September to KL, that is a nice trip and I had spent all time with my best friend. Even though you are very busy, but still manage to bring me here and there. Em, still remember that we went to Pavilion by bus because it will let me experience the difference. There are a lot people on the street and busy buying their thing just the day before Ray, this makes the traffic along the destination becomes a bit jam. You had explained a lot of place for me to know patiently. It is nice. When the way coming back, there was raining out there and we ran along the street to the train station in KLCC… Haha, you run so fast and still can jump here and there over the little pond on the footpath… so funny. Thank you for the nice trip.

lunch in Juru, Seoul Garden

Now talk about the mid autumn festival, I went back to hometown and go out celebrate my friend’s birthday in café. After the celebration, we go to garden and see other people playing with their lantern. Suddenly feel that the pace of the life is slowing down while we are walking in the garden and talk some gossip about other people. Haha, I know that gossiping is not good, but we treat it as “update” our information among each other since we are long time didn’t contact already… asked about their job condition after graduate, their further study… we chat until 1 am in the garden and that is a great experience if you got time. Haha, actually this is said by my friend and I not dare to say that because the phase looks too serious and exaggerated. I will rather say that we are busy than we have no time. I am just a student only ma, time is always there, take it out and you got it. 

campus walk in night with lantern

At 6 October 18, I went to Autocity with all my course mates for the final year gathering. Oh~~ now just realize that we are going to graduate very soon and this is the first lunch gathering for the whole course. Almost all the course mates had attended this gathering and sure we take this opportunity to have a photography section. Haha, actually photography is a must have section in all of our gathering, all of us seem like got a built in sensor just special for sense the lens. Running here and there to catch photo, tired @@. 

with coursemates during mid autumn festival

The next day, 7 October, all Chinese course mates attend the mid autumn festival night in our school (actually the festival is over). All of us take our lantern and have a campus wall. This is the last campus walk with lantern in the night with my course mates already, appreciate it. Then the following week got birthday celebration with 2 Malay girls. Why so many people birthday in this month… huhu…

the  cheese cake becomes like this after cut @@

30 Hour Famine 22 august 2009

insect ^^

I had attended the 30 Hour Famine campaign that organized in my school, at 22 August 2009. 30-hour famine, it means that we should fast for 30 hour during the whole duration of the camp from 12pm of Saturday until the 6pm of the next day. There are more than 90 students registered for the camp, but due to the influence of the H1N1 disease and a lot of assignments or test going to stress up the students, the number of people attended to this camp is left about 40 people. For your information, our school is an exam based learning style, so we are get use to an activity becomes spoiled by this kind of reason.my team members and me

This famine mini camp was held in everywhere in Malaysia at the same time. The purpose of this camp is exposes us to what has happened in another side of the world, how poverty threaten them and deprive their right to go to school, how they live in hunger and finally becomes more concern about the issues of social.

Some of the children spend their whole day, or can say as spend their whole childhood to stay along the railway, just because they want to collect the little fragment of charcoal that dropped by the train, which carry full tank of uncovered charcoal pass by. What they can do is hope for an old train pass by everyday, so that more vibration… stronger wind blowing? So more little charcoals will fall down. This is how the children at there to earn money.station game... me is on the left

Some people spend more than 8 hours per day, just forth and back to get the fresh water for drinking purpose for their family. Unfortunately, maybe I can’t even say that, that is a fresh water. This is the how they survival, just for water, how about food? That we never know. Besides these, some of them even suffer for HIV. Lack of knowledge about prevention and treatment make even their children suffer for that. Malnutrition problems are serious among the children.
In the camp, besides listen to the stories, still got some station games, movie sharing and all of these are not just for fun, but it educate us, make us aware of that from the game.
World vision is going to teach them how to be a better fisherman and not just catch fish for them. This indicates that they need a chance for them to escape from poverty and hunger, our helps and concern about them is important for them. Cherish what we have, don’t waste things, even the money is yours, but resources is belong to everyone. That is what I learned from the camp.
After fasting for more than 30 hours, we are not hungry, but some of us just miss the tasty of the food, too bad… haha

Before and After 6 September 2009

1 week before, still remember that I am waiting for 1 important phone call. I started to wait after my dinner in room, but decided to wait it outside, because there is a high contrast between the mood of my roommates and mine and his friends in my room. Furthermore, I am too tension already, need to walk out from this ‘’room’’. Take a walk around my hostel, and seem like it didn’t help me a lot, and I know that I need to go further, take my bike and go to the old place again. Once I reach there, I start to sit on the floor, and do what I want to release my mind after being stress up with all the things in that week. After I calm down, I start to think about why there is such empty concrete space at here with surrounding with a big field and lake. Then I slow down my footsteps, and there is some big words printed on the concrete area. Go through 1 by 1, ‘REDEC USM’…… and this makes me realizes that we can only see and notice the things around us clearly with a peacefully mind and slow pace of life style. The words on the floor is big, human is small and tiny, so we can’t see the words, only with peaceful mind, you can see it. My phone starts to ring at around 11pm…

1 week after that, I know what should I do and what mistakes had I done before, I readjust back my thinking style and start enjoy my life with smile, let smile conquer my life. There are some important things that I should do in order to let smile conquer my life, I list them out and let them become my reminder.

1. 1. Don’t let emotion take control

2. 2. Heal old wound

3. 3. Believe

4. 4. Cherish

See it, take it, face it, solve it and leave it. 5 steps, it is simple. Have a nice day ^^.