Finally... Mickey back to my own place again.

I really feel that I’m such a bad and lazy person, again had been leave this space for few months, and if you are my blog supporter (I got supporter meh? Haha), then you will know it is pretty simple when I start to blogging again. Yes, there are something had happen and make me feel kinda emo. Indeed this time I’m okay with it, maybe this is the sign of mature.

 

This few week I got plan to continue my study, have a rough plan (but not details and don’t have any action yet at the moment, as I’m always the procrastinate one). I had start looking at few schools, comparing the courses and administration fee, and if everything going smooth, I may start it in September. 

Last few week sister told me my house want to get an air-cond, because the weather is too hot recently. My sister said wants me to share for the cost and of course with totally no any objection I agree with it. After that, my mum called me, she told me to don’t let my bro and sister know, she don’t want me to share, because she worry that my income not enough to cover my expenses in KL. Actually I’m not as ‘poor’ or cham as what mum thinking, I’m great here and no matter how, I’m still the one she worry the most. This is just a simple example, and maybe it do not mean so much thing for other people, but for the main character itself in this case, the feeling is not so simple to descrice in just a few sentences.

Things changed also causing my plan to change. I still not sure whether I still want to continue my plan or not.

Words from your letter tend to killing me, and what doesn’t kill me make me stronger… haha. I believe I’m more strong, a lot more stronger compare to last time, that I still remember I cried like a kitty miao from his house. Finally, sorry Snowy, I love you.

8 January 2013 Year 2012 Highlight

Late for update this post due to my laziness. Is late but at least still manage to complete it by today. I will try my best to highlight 10 things that I experienced and felt last year.

1. Feel the life uncertainty, life can be very fragile, cherish all the thing you have. Life still alive. 
2. In career, my boss give me a special chance, not too bad and anyway is a good start. If everything go fine , you will seeing me continue my service in Phitomas.
3. Visited Singapore, Phuket, Krabi and Bali this year. Cost me a lot money for that, but still worth for it.
4. Start a new relationship with the cutie. Childish and always get me scold… haha, hug.
5. Personal financial crisis, overspent and loss a lot of money in stock investment, lesson learnt.
6. Go back to my ‘team’, play badminton with them every week, and make badminton my favorite sport.
7. Making a wrong decision to bring my friend to my company. Why you scare me??? What I did wrong?
8. Getting closer with my relatives in KL. 

      Only 8 items, I really cannot think of what other things I can highlight at the moment. Here I wish for a very good year in year 2013. Cheer. 

Travelling, financial, relationship, family 15 November 2012

Was in Bali last month, 24-28 October. Again, I feel lazy to update this blog, but still manage to ‘force’ myself to update it by tonight… haha. That is quite an enjoyable trip. The whole trip cost me about RM 1500, about RM360 for air ticket and RM 500 for accommodation. I had bought my very first canvas paint in my life, and this had triggered me to learn this art after I back to Malaysia. Planning to get those painting material tomorrow, my budget is not much, as I need to cut down my expenses currently. 

About financial, this month I need to cut out a big portion of my salary to pay for my car insurance (RM 1300), driving license renewal (RM 60 estimated) and some more got 2 friends going to marry in this month. After the travel and these expenses as listed, then only will free me up some space to breath slightly loosen, but no, I need to control and cut off the unnecessary expenses.

Turtle Island

Relationship, that is about 1 year from the previous one. I hope that he is doing great there after I’m not around with him, and indeed I think he is doing great too, wish you all the best in everything. That is the past one; on the other hand, the current is actually not bad too. We getting close with each other start to ‘reveal’ the real of ourselves. That is great, that is a kind of how we live our life peacefully, I appreciate it. Thanks.

This is the place that 'must' visit

Family, a little bit had forgotten which is not suppose to be. I plan to go back home at end of this month. That is too little thing I did to contribute to this little family, that is my bad. Sorry and I will do it better.

Our Villa, Anakula Villa in Seminyak

Right or Wrong? 12 September 2012

Study hard, graduate, working, get your house and car, marry, get your baby, retire and totally retire… this is the very common path that most of the people think that this is the path that suppose we all need to go through. However, for me, this is not necessary for the life to go like this; it can be just anything to what you like to be, and where I want it to go. Some people can stand strong at the point, and tell me I’m wrong, tell me I’m not in the situation yet, I not know how important is the these mean to you and your family. Maybe I will start to understand it, but definitely this is not now, and they will say why you don’t prepare it for the raining day.

new bear from my badminton friends, birthday present

Work hard, sacrifice your time to support your family and parents, this will never goes wrong, and I totally agree with it, but I wonder, how many actually ask your what your family want, the think you think that it suppose is their need, and you assume they need it. You maybe will tell me if you ask them, they sure say no need. If you really think like this, then how they going to express the ‘real’ no need?

with this too, together from them.. Thanks. Picture out of topic... :P

I may be wrong, and I’m not standing very strong in my point, just if the sacrifices is worth and in the path is right, I will always support you. Life can be simple for self if you are alone, but most of the time we are not, included me. I love my parents.

My Birthday 8 August 2012

Had been delayed to update my birthday wish this year, sorry for my ignoring. Start to update what had happen to me recently. Start to have a new life recently, not much comment on that, hopefully this is the right one for me. I had gone through some certain unsure before I make my decision, and finally decide to give a chance to each other. The feeling is totally different compare to previous one, and anyway, I will adapt to it. Welcome to my life. 

This birthday, celebrated with my colleagues, and one of my friend, Ah Fan. Thanks for you all and not least the greeting from other friends and friendssss.

In a Thai restaurant in Jaya 1

Last year is not a very good year for me, but yet feel satisfy because all I care stay healthy and happily. Made some wrong decision on investment last year, and this become one very important lesson for me, still able to manage it, because I’m young, haha. Anyway, the aging really biting me, the wrinkles on my face will tell you the story, and this is the best decoration. Phew.. my wish remain the same, stay healthy and happily always, for all I care, and I love or loved.

welcome Snowy

Annual Gathering 2, Melaka 17 July 2012

Total 14 of us attend this gathering last week in Melaka, is another nice and simple trip, but is kinda too rush. Manage to get there in around 12pm, went for chicken balls rice for lunch, nyoya asam laksa for dinner, midnight movie. 

All of us remind the same, not much different and update for their life. Thanks again for PC to organize the trip, and friends who pay really a good afford to come over from different places. Hope everyone doing great there and continue to stay healthy. Hope to see you all soon again next year. Photo time..

Just get my new handphone last few week, Samsung Galaxy S2 for around 1300 bucks. Getting bankrupt very soon, need to have tightened financial control from now, save more money for my Bali trip in October.

Something new happen in my life recently, sometimes feel that I’m too lazy to go through this new thing, or maybe I already get use to the previous one, and yet, I dream of him again last night. How only will you get rid of my life? Or how would make me to forget you? Spend a couples of second to think of it, there are not way to forget you… hope everything over your side is going smooth, bless.

New life 24 June 2012

I Went Singapore with family last month, follows by Phuket, Krabi business trip with colleagues for Autodesk event. This is the first time for me in these two places, and for me this 2 trips actually didn’t much excite me, treat this as an experience to see the outside world and how the rest of the world is doing. My hand phone was spoiled during the trip in Krabi because of the milk is leaking out from the bottle, and my laptop having virus infection too at the same time. If this happen on me last time, I think I will get mad, but this time surprisingly I’m quite calm with the condition with pretty well done, good boy. My friend temporary borrowed me his extra phone, I will get my new phone in this coming week or weeks. 

Join marathon run with friends today, able to complete the 10km route in within 1 hour 25 mins. Is a bit slow because I’m wearing the wrong shoes for running. This is the forth times i join marathon, the first one is the Penang Bridge run, Hong Leong run in Laguna Merbok and last is the Pre-U school running. 

Recently had been tightened with work and loss of direction, hopefully all will going fine. Quite satisfy with the life recently, feel very dependable, with a gang of good same type of friends… The badminton section in every Friday is really excite me, give me momentum through all the boring and lame working weekday. Hope everything continue to go fine and smooth, again, let life flow.